Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 116

"I don't know what to do!" Oliver cried the second I called him. 

"Tell me what's happened and I can help." Was my response. I tried my best to sound calm even though I was probably panicking just as much as him whilst feeling puzzled. 

"I-Isla.." Oliver stopped for a while, I could tell that he was trying to stop crying. He then took a deep breath and said with a shaking voice: "She d-drank bleach but she's p-pregnant.."

"Pregnant?" The world began spinning around me when I realised something. Jack is the father. I burst into tears when I realised that I've caused this. I caused Jack to run away with me and leave Isla. "You're the dad.. or?"

"What the hell is wrong with you Lucy!" Oliver snapped furiously. I couldn't help but feel hurt by his words, but I reminded myself that Oliver is just stressed out. "No, the boy who you stole is!"

"Oliver you need to call a hospital!" I gasped. 

"Do you think I'm stupid?!" Oliver was shouting now and I began to feel scared. "She's in the hospital right now but.. I'm just so scared.."

I let out a sigh and then bit my nail in nerve. I have no idea what to say to comfort Oliver, it seems as though whatever I say just angers him even more. We stayed on the phone in silence for a while until Oliver eventually said something. 

"I love her Lucy.." He whispered, "I don't want her to die, I've only just been able to call her mine, I don't want her taken away from me so soon.."

I remember thinking about the same thing with Geo all the time. I know how heart breaking it is to think that the one you love may be taken off of you, and I know how heart breaking is it when they are. I love Jack but he loves somebody else. Someone prettier, kinder, cleverer and someone who treats him way better than I did. 

"You need to call Jack immediately." Oliver told me. "He may be your boyfriend but he needs to know this."

My heart sank when he mentioned the name "Jack". 

"He lost his memory." I informed him, trying my best to hold in tears. My voice sounded low and sad and I could hear Oliver let out a quiet gasp after I said those four words.  "He dates someone else now."

"Oh.. I'm.." Oliver hesitated, and then finished his sentence by saying: "I know I shouldn't say this as you've caused a lot of damage to many people, including your mum, but I'm sorry to hear that."

"Wait.. my mum?"

Panic rose inside of me when I realised that I completely forgot about my mum. Me and my dad left her so now.. she must have nobody. No friends, no family, nothing. 

"She's homeless y'know."

"H-homeless?" Tears began streaming down my cheeks. My mum may not treat me nicely but I still love her, she's my mum. It's hard to not love her. She only started acting horrible to me when I left to live in America forever, but any mum would. Any mum would do whatever it takes to get their daughter back, especially if they know that without their daughter they'll have nothing as their husband hates them and they have no friends or family. 

I've been so selfish that I haven't thought about the consequences which would lead to my ideas. I'm going to hell for this. For all of this. For Isla, Oliver, my mum and Jack. I've ruined and changed all of their lives and it's all because of my selfish actions. 

"I need to see her." I sobbed uncontrollably. I then bit my lip so hard that it began bleeding, which only made me feel dizzy. "I-I'm going to faint.."

Oliver said something but I couldn't hear him. I dropped the phone out of my hand and collapsed onto the floor, everything eventually turning black until I was unconscious.