Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 138

I stayed lying down on my bed for a while, debating whether talking to Geo would be a good idea. 

You know what, who cares if it's a bad idea? I just need to tell him. Geo needs to know. He was just upset as I was when he found out Theo ran away and he's never even met him in person. 

I stood outside Geo's door, my hand clutching the handle. If someone sees me like this they'd think I'm spying on him. After a long thought I slammed open the door to reveal Geo sleeping. 

I could easily walk away now. I so badly wanted to... but something told me to stay. 

"Geo." I whispered.

To my surprise there was a response. He let out a moan and then turned around. 

"It's Lucy. I have news."

His half open eyes instantly turned wide. "L-Lucy? Lucy!" He went to hug me, causing me to fall onto my boyfriend. "I was so worried... I thought we'd stop talking for months."

My stubbornness and annoyance instantly faded away. I'm willing to give Geo another chance, I mean I love him too much to not do so. I allowed him to squeeze me close to his chest whilst I rested on it, a smile stretched out upon my cheeks. 

"It's Theo." 

A gasp escaped from Geo's mouth. He quickly let go of me, causing me to sit cross legged in front of my boyfriend. 

"Y-you've found him?"

"He goes to our school."

A frown now appeared on Geo's face. "No he doesn't."

"Well that's what I've heard."

"Who said?"

My cheeks blushed in shame when I realised that I shouldn't have talked to Dylan. I need to stay loyal to my boyfriend and respect him. But I also need to be truthful to him, I've told Geo too many lies. 

"Dylan." A rush of shame overcame me when Geo's excited face turned to disappointment. It was so difficult to look him in the eye, it showed pain and annoyance. 

"Oh..."

I went to grab Geo's hand but he pulled it away as his eyes gazed upon his feet. He has every right to be annoyed at me, I'm not even mad. If anything I'm mad at myself. I moved my hand away which was still on the bed and shuffled a little further away from Geo, seeing as we were very close to each other.

"He's coming in tomorrow." I told him with a low voice, my heart thudding with nerves and excitment. "Would you-"

"Why are you still talking to Dylan?"

I stared up at Geo in shock by his unexpected question. 

"Dylan told me some things which I needed to know."

Geo nodded, looking as though he understood a bit more. 

"Sorry." He sighed, "you can still talk to him if you want."

Guiltiness hit me after Geo apologised. I should be the one saying sorry, not him. He's just made me feel dreadful now. 

I placed my hand on Geo's cheek and felt my heart flutter when Juwany gave me his adorable smile. I smiled back, afterwards staring at his lips. To my luck Geo stared at mine too and leaned in close. I leaned in too and soon felt his lips touch mine. 

As usual, it was a slow and passionate kiss. One which brought a smile to my face every time we took a second break. 

In ten hours time I am going to be meeting my brother. This doesn't seem real...

I know this is a very random question but what are your opinions on Loren? I hate how Loren made Geo seem like a controlling boyfriend. He asked her to not wear a revealing top ONCE and expressed how he didn't like her hanging out with a boy who she MADE OUT with which is understandable!! Okay, he messed up with the top thing but it's his first relationship, he's still learning. He didn't deserve to be talked as though he's a monster, he's not and us true Geo supporters know that, no matter what anyone says. Loren's younow video on him doesn't define his true personality ♥ I don't want to start any beef but I personally dislike Loren. I love Geo a lot (I mean I've been crushing on him for over a year! xD) and I am pretty defensive over him, so I instantly take a disliking to whoever hurts him.