Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 101

"I'm sorry." 

I let out a gasp of shock and then looked up to see Geo. He was soaked as well, and had a face full of tears. 

"Why did you leave me like that?" I cried.

Geo let out a sigh and then sniffed. He looked up at me with a face full of such guilt that I actually felt sorry for him. "I was told to." He admitted, "I'm never doing anything like that again. I love you Lucy. That's never going to change. Please understand that I'm still learning how to treat a girl right."

"Oh Geo." I cried again. I then put my arms around his neck and pecked him on the lips. Afterwards, I stared into his eyes, my arms still around him, and felt my heart go crazy when Geo bit his lips whilst staring at mine. I let out a giggle when he leaned in close and then a squeal of happiness when he kissed me.

"We haven't done this in so long." I whispered, going in to kiss him straight after.

We were soaking. But it was worth it. Geo's lips were full of lipstick, and I'm sure mine was smudged everywhere. But I couldn't care less of how much of a mess I looked like, because I was finally with the boy who I love. 

We stared into each others eyes, my arms still around his neck and his arms still around my waist. Our noses were touching and we both had huge smiles on our faces which seemed impossible to get rid of.

"Never leave me again." He whispered.

I chuckled and then kissed his cheek, afterwards standing up straight and letting go of him. "How could I?"

"I'm scared that you will when we go back to school." Geo sighed, "the boys will fall for you, I know it."

"Oh Geo, why do you think I could ever replace you." I quickly stopped myself when I realised about Jack and felt my cheeks blush in embarrassment. A tear escaped down my eye when I remembered that I'm never going to be able to embrace Jack again, but prayed that Geo would mistake the tear for rain. 

Geo rested his head against the wall and I rested mine on his shoulder, closing my eyes when Geo began to talk about us. It felt so good to experience what it feels like to love Geo again. I haven't had a moment like this in what seems like forever.

"If Dylan talks to you please don't get too attached to him." Geo asked. I nodded. "In year eight he stole my girl and.. it just tore me apart."

I kissed Geo's cheek and then carried on leaning my head on his shoulder. "You can trust me." I reassured him. 

Geo nodded and then smiled. "I appreciate it Luc." He thanked. 

We then stayed there, sitting in the rain, as though everything was fine. As though I wasn't still covered in blood, nobody had died about an hour ago and no one wanted Geo to stay away from me. We stayed there as though our lives were perfect, because whenever we have each other it feels that way. Whenever I stay with Geo I forget about all my troubles and only focus on him and what's happening at that moment. 

It was silent for a while, and when I whispered to Geo there was no response. I looked up to see him fast asleep with his mouth open and a little bit of dribble escaping from it. I let out a chuckle and then decided to fall asleep myself, even though I couldn't stop shivering from the freezing rain. 

After realising that there's really no point in trying to sleep because I can't, I held Geo's hand and grabbed it. I put his hand on my cheek and closed my eyes with a smile. 

"You're a weirdo." He whispered, staring at me with sleepy eyes and a smile. 

I poked my tongue at him playfully and then carried on resting my head on his shoulder. 

If only this moment could last forever..