Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 22

I laid down on Mario's bed, listening to heartbreak songs on repeat through my headphones. I managed to not cry, I think I've done enough of that for the past few days. I was getting a lot of hate on social media about me and Geo's break up (yes we broke up). He hasn't done anything on any social media sites. I wonder if he's feeling the same way I do?

Mario and Ariel were downstairs filming a video. They asked me to join in but I refused. I wasn't in the mood to do anything but sleep and eat.

I stalked Loren's twitter but she seemed completely fine. She was tweeting happy tweets, one even saying how lucky she feels. 

I read the replies which was a bad, bad idea.

"Ugh." I sighed, "why didn't I see this coming?"

Her replies were full of tweets saying "I can't believe you and Geo go out!", "I always wanted you and Geo to date!", "Lucy wasn't the one, Geo seems a lot happier with you!".

But, I didn't cry. It was almost like I was used to feeling heart broken. 

I sat up on my bed and moaned when I realized that I had a huge headache. I still love Geo, I don't think I will ever stop loving him. Which kind of sucks because I know that I deserve better. 

Ariel and Mario ran up the stairs in fits of laughter after they recorded a video. They then jumped onto Mario's bed and Ariel hugged me. 

"Feeling better?" She asked. I lied and told her I was, but really I just felt even more heartbroken. I knew that Geo would replace me, but never in a million years would I even imagine him to replace me so quickly. 

"We need to go to the park." Mario said. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up. Ariel jumped up, she didn't need any help. To be honest she's down to do anything.

I didn't bother to make myself look pretty. I put on my white vans and followed Mario to the park. Ariel managed to catch up to us after taking selfies with a few fans. 

Usually we'd talk about boys and relationships but they didn't mention anything about their love life. It was pretty obvious why, i'm still not over Geo.

~Geos POV~ (let me know if you'd like to see more of Geo's POV or if I should stop)

I laid down on my bed in complete despair. I couldn't stop thinking about her. Everything's so different without her, god knows why I didn't realize how lucky I was when I was able to call her mine. 

"Dude, Loren's hot though." Logan said as he scrolled through Lucy's social media sites on my laptop. "Keep her."

I didn't know what to do to be honest. Maybe Loren will help me get distracted? Because I know that me and Lucy are done for good. She's all the way back in England, I have no chance.

"Have you even seen Lucy?" I replied defensively. "And have you heard her voice?

"She's alright." Logan chuckled, "but Loren.. she could get you famous too."

I sighed and stood up, looking at the laptop screen. Logan scrolled through her tweets and I saw a tweet saying something about her going in a park which is twenty minutes away from where I'm currently staying.

"Logan, scroll up."

Logan shrugged and did so. I read her tweet gasped. She lied..

She's still in America. She's staying in America. She's living with Ariel and is going to a park right now to meet some fans.

"I have to see her."

"Good idea." Logan said sarcastically.

I ignored his comment and ran downstairs. 

I need to see her.