Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 120

If you haven't already PLEASEE do yourself a favour and watch 13 reasons why it is INCREDIBLE!! It's literally changed my LIFE omg it's just amazing!! I feel as though Dylan gives me Justin vibes too so Dylan looks like Justin from 13 reasons why and has his voice. If you do/have watched this series, Dylan has the same family problems Justin has. :) 

I felt my body tense when Jack put his arm around my shoulders and turned his face to the right so he could look at me. His cheeky smile was still stuck to his face, and his eyes were gazing into mine with an emotion I couldn't quite make out. He looked at my lips for a second but then cleared his throat and let go of me, digging his hands into his jacket pockets. I couldn't help but let out a grin and roll my eyes. 

"No Dylan." I told him with amusement, "I will not kiss you." 

Dylan rolled his eyes too with a smile and then looked back at me. "How's Geo?"

I felt surprised by his random question. Since when did he care about Geo? I thought he hated him. 

"Uh.. good I guess?" I replied with question. Dylan then nodded but his smile slightly faded away. 

"I kinda miss him y'know?" He told me and I nodded as I could understand. Missing someone sucks, especially missing a close friend. I miss Isla like hell right now, it's almost as painful as me and Geo's breakup. "You're missing a friend too huh?"

I think Dylan could see the sadness in my expression as he was staring at me with concern. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts and forced myself to look cheerful. 

"Nope." I lied. I don't like talking about my feelings with people who I'm not close with. I wouldn't even consider Dylan as a friend to be honest. He's too clingy and annoying. 

This time Dylan was the one who rolled his eyes. He nudged my arm and then looked at me with a warm gaze which defiantly isn't like Dylan. His eyes was full of understanding and kindness and for once I looked at Dylan whilst feeling happy. Whilst feeling as though maybe he's not as bad as everyone thinks he is. 

"I swear." I lied again, unable to hide my smile. I stared at the ground whilst feeling shy and I heard Dylan let out a gentle chuckle. 

"If you say so my princess." 

This time my smile instantly faded away and I looked up at me with a fed up expression. I'm so fed up of him calling me that name. 

"Oops." He grinned. 

I let out a sigh and allowed myself to forget about it. I guess some things about Dylan wont change, I'll just have to get used to them. If he ever tries to kiss me though.. then I need to stay away from him. Geo isn't even happy with me hanging out with Dylan so why am I doing this? 

"I really need to go." I informed Dylan, panic rising inside of me. I started walking quicker but to my annoyance so did Dylan. 

"I'm sorry Lucy." He apologised. I stared at him in shock, slowing down. His apology sounded so genuine and so nice.. what has happened to him? He used to be a jerk and now he's actually kind of chill.. 

"Oh um it's f-fine.." I stammered, still in shock. I then stopped walking and so did Dylan. He stood in front of me, waiting for what I had to say. "But w-why are you following me? Like.. why do you want to hangout with me?"

"Cause you seem cool I guess." Shrugged Dylan. He then let out a smile and a slight laugh when he saw my unimpressed face. 

"You guess?"

"You really do love your compliments don't you?"

Dylan waited for me to hit him back with another witty remark, but instead I waited for him to apologise with my arms crossed and my eyebrows raised. 

"Okay I'm sorry.. princess."

His cheeky grin then flashed across his face as usual and he poked his tongue at me, swinging his bag back onto his back and then walking ahead. 

"See you Luc!" He yelled whilst walking away from me but backwards so he was facing towards me. 

I stayed standing where I was, looking at Dylan's cute smile with a smile myself. He then turned away from me so his back was facing my direction and I couldn't help but hate the fact that he was leaving me. 

Maybe Dylan could be considered as a friend.

Maybe. 

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