Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 98

I'm gonna go straight to Lucy seeing Geo if that's okay! I wrote some bits of her before seeing Geo but it seemed really boring so yeahhh

My heart couldn't stop beating, it was as though it was going to explode any second. I hated the fact that I'm going back to him, I'm going back to him after he treated me like I was nothing. I promised Mario that if he treats me wrongly again I'll never go back to him, otherwise Mario said he'll stop talking to me. 

He was there. This time sat up, looking bright and cheerful. When my eyes met his a smile flashed across his face and I couldn't help but do the same. I then sat down in front of him and felt my cheeks go scarlet red when he grabbed my hand.

"I'm an idiot." He sighed, "i'm so sorry Luc."

"You are." I chuckled, "but I'm giving you one more chance."

Geo nodded, staring into my eyes with such love that I actually felt special with him for once. "I don't think I could ever treat you wrongly after knowing what it's like to see you in love with someone else."  He then looked at my lips, quickly looking back up at me and said out of nowhere: "Why don't we run away again?"

"Oh Geo.. you know I'd love to." I stared at my hand which was clutching Geo's whilst thinking. I don't want to leave Jack. Even though I should, I just couldn't. It would be harsh to leave him anyway seeing as I brought him all the way here to America with me. "But I can't."

Geo nodded as though he understood. "At least come to live with me except from that Jack."

He said the name "Jack" with such hatred that it was hard to not frown at him. I tried my best to keep a straight face and then thought whilst staring into Geo's eyes about leaving Jack. Again, it just wouldn't be fair to. He bought such an amazing hotel "room" for us to stay in that i'd feel way too harsh to just leave him like that. 

"Sorry Geo." I couldn't bear to look at his upset face, but I knew I was doing the right thing. "Jack's spent too much money on that room, I just couldn't."

Geo sighed and nodded but I could tell that he was irritated at this point. 

"About bailing me out.."

"Oh yeah." My heart was thudding in excitement and I felt the butterflies in my stomach dance. "We've raised so much money, we could even begin bailing you out today!"

"That's great!" Geo gasped, his eyes wide with happiness. "I just can't wait to share more memories with you."

I nodded, happy. But at the same time I had a feeling deep inside of me that this isn't fair on Jack. Jack's treated me like royalty yet I'm going back to the boy who hasn't even bothered. Jack went all this way with me, away from his family and friends, probably so we could spend more time together. He even spent hundreds of thousands of pounds for me. And this is how I repay him, by breaking his heart. But my choice has already been done. I can't play with anyone's feelings anymore. I need to stick to this decision, no matter how badly I want Jack back. Because I know that I will always love Geo. 

As I stared into his mesmerizing eyes I realised that the boy who was in front of me, grabbing my hand as though if he let go I'd leave him and staring into my eyes like I was some stunning model, was the one. Geo is the one who I want to buy a house with and grow a family with. The boy who I want to stay with until we're too old to live any longer. 

"I love you." He whispered to me, sounding like he really meant it. 

"Geo.. I love you too." I whispered back. Tears were rolling down my eyes and I could see that Geo's eyes were filling up with tears too. 

 "We're gonna make such cute kids." He chuckled. I chuckled too, finding it weird how we were thinking about the same thing. 

We then stared into each others eyes for ages whilst grabbing our hands as though letting go would mean that we'd never see each other again. 

I don't think this day is going to be one I'll forget.

Damn why is Geo so hot?? xD