Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 113

GEO'S POV

Loren bit her lip and then let out a sigh, calming down a little. 

"I love you so much Geo.." She whispered, her pale face flushed and her big blue eyes wide. "Please just come back."

I stared at her for a while in horror. Looking at her now made me realise that she really has gone mad. Her face is really pale, there are big bags under her eyes and her eyes are always bloodshot. She usually wears makeup but she's stopped ever since I've come back to school. 

I hate to say this but seeing Loren like this makes me think.. maybe going back to her will help her? I don't have any feelings for her, but we've shared so much together that it's hard to stop caring about her feelings. I still feel sorry for her when I see that she's sad and I still get worried when she gets mad. Now I just want to cry. Loren isn't healthy and it's all because of me.

"Loren.." I whispered, unable to think of relevant words that would make her feel better. "You need help."

"Why do you look at me like that?" She whispered back, sounding extremely sad. "You used to look at me like I was a princess.. but now you just look at me as though I'm some sort of tramp."

"Please.." Tears were rolling down my eyes now because I was scared. I was scared of who I was looking at and what she now is. "please get help."

We stared at each other for a while, but soon after jumped from the teacher yelling at us to pack up. When I grabbed my pencil case I noticed that my hands were trembling. Loren looked at them for a while, but when I caught her staring she quickly turned away and then walked towards one of her friends, who stared at her in shock after seeing her tear stained cheeks and gave her a hug.

I looked at Jack who was standing whilst staring at thin air with scared eyes. Loren just bought up a subject to him which will defiantly disturb him for life. 

I mean, who would like to remember getting shot and thinking that your life is going to end? 

The bell then rang out and I looked at the door to see Lucy standing behind it. She flashed me a smile which caused me to give her an even bigger one back. 

"Good lesson?" She asked me. For some reason her precense always makes me feel calmer and happy. Her hand slipped into mine and I felt my heart melt when her beautiful blue eyes gazed into mine, waiting for a response. "You there?"

"O-oh." I stammered, forgetting that I was staring. "Sorry.. you're just so beautiful."

She giggled shyly and then rolled her eyes playfully. "Answer my question you flirter." She joked, making her way to next class which we both had together. 

"Well.. it was.." I thought for a while if it was worth telling Lucy. I don't want to worry her, I just want her to forget about the past and be happy. I know that Jack's almost death effected her and brings bad memories, so therefore it would be mean to me to bring it back up. Instead I finished my sentence by saying: "boring. You?"

"It was actually fun!" She smiled, her cheeks flushing pink. "Me and Mario caught up on a lot of stuff."

We then began talking about Mario and Ariel until we entered our classroom. I stared at the students who were there, standing up whilst waiting to get told where to sit. 

"Oh god." Lucy whispered, obviously thinking the same as me. 

Loren, Jack and Hazel were in our class. They all stared at Lucy and I, some looking more welcoming than others. Ariel ran up to Lucy with an excited squeal, leaving me stand there, wishing that Loren was somehow in the wrong class.

But she obviously wasn't.

This lesson is certiantly going to be an interesting one..

I've finished exams!! All the revision was certiantly worth it :)