Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true.
Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Loosing someone hurts.
Everyone confuses these things with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us...
"Just forget it Logan." I sighed. I knew that this plan was about Geo but I really wasn't in the mood.
Logan grabbed my wrist before I could walk away.
"He's eating at taco bell right now. If we walk in there together he could get jealous and may try to get you back, because at the moment he's determined to get over you."
"Fine." I sighed, rolling my eyes. I knew that the plan was stupid and harsh but if he's determined to get over me then I mays as well try it.
"Follow me." Logan said. He began walking to wherever but I stayed where I was, staring at my fans who came all this way to see me.
"I'm sorry." I whispered and then ran off to catch up with Logan.
~*~
I found Geo in taco bell, eating with Loren and holding her hand. That should be my hand he's holding, not hers. She just tried to get in the way of our relationship, and, unfortunately, succeeded.
I saw Geo look at us in the corner of my eye. He looked so upset, it broke my heart.
"Logan I can't do this." I hissed.
"Do you want Geo back or not?" Logan hissed back.
I do want him but to be honest I don't know if I need him back anymore. I looked at Geo, who then looked at me with angry eyes. I went to go up to him but instead chickened out and ran out of taco bell where I found a clean looking bench. I sat down on it, resting my head in my hands.
"Ugh!" I spat as tears escaped from my eyes. "I'm such a jerk."
I heard a door open and jumped when someone ran to my bench and sat down on it.
I slowly looked up and frowned when I saw Loren. Here we go, I garentee she's going to go on about how Geo is hers now.
"Lucy, what happened?"
"Nothing." I muttered.
Loren sighed and bit her lip. There was silence for a while, but it was eventually broken by crying.
And that person crying was not me.
"Loren??" I gasped in shock. Why is she the one crying? After all, she's the one with Geo.
"I don't deserve him." She sniffed, covering her face with her hands.
I didn't even have to ask who she was talking about. It was obvious that the answer was Geo.
"You two loved each other for ages. And I just came along and stole him off you. You didn't even do revenge on me, you've been so sensible and I feel so selfish."
I didn't reply. I just stared at two pigeons in front of us while trying to not cry.
"But I love him and I can't let him go. He seems so lost without you but I always pretend to not notice. I can't let him go Lucy. I'm so sorry."
At this rate tears were filling up my eyes. I felt sympathy for Loren, although I know I shouldn't.
"Please let us be Lucy. I'm begging you."
She then bursted into floods of tears and I felt my heart break. I can't bear to see her like this.
"Ok." I whispered.
I then walked away, wondering whether staying in America is even a good idea.
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I may start using anime characters as pictures for some chapters just because whenever I type something like "worried girl listening tumblr" (which is what that girl above is doing I think), no pictures which I want come up, it's always anime characters. So I think I may start using anime characters now for SOME chapters, I hope that's okay.
