"It's Not Love If It Hurts" //5sos

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Yes the note yesterday was for you duh be healthy child you need to eat
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  Annie had gone outside once during the weeks she had been here, when she got her hair cut. The house had a tiny backyard, with a patch of grass, but Annie wasn't sure if she was ready yet. She didn't want to come out of hiding yet.

  But she needed to get out of her comfort zone, especially now that she was pushing it more than ever. She had to get better-

  No, I'm better! I'm fine! I have no reason to be so dramatic, nothing happened!

  It felt like her mind was devided into two sides. One side, which was just trying to get better, and the other side which just wanted to be an a.sshole.

  Really? Nothing happened? Annie pictures his face over her, his hand stroking her hair, the way he looked smirking down at her-

  Stop!

  This wasn't healthy. Annie clutched her head in her arms, focusing on her breathing. One. Two. One. Two. Imagine his face as he thrusts in-to you.

  Annie jumps up, growling at the intrusive thoughts. She had to do something to take her mind off it.

  Walking into the living room, Annie looked around. The front door connected to the living room, next to the tv. It lead directly into the kicthen, then there was the hallway with Annie's room. Her room was at the end of the hallway, but Calum's was near the front.

  Annie cocked her head. She'd lived in this house for weeks, but never dared go into Calum's room. She didn't want to be intrusive, but then again she barely left her room in the first place.

  Annie took a few tentative steps towards Calum's room, before stopping abruptly. The last time, it had been in his room. She had fallen asleep next to Calum, and woke up to... to...

  Annie froze in the center of his room. It was simple, a lot like hers, only the bed was pushed against the wall and the floor was littered with dirty clothes. Annie stared at the bed. She had to stay strong, had to stay strong, had to-

  Annie turned and ran from the room.