I will never let you go - Marco Reus

48. I just need you

Marta POV

The world was spinning around us. And in the darkness of my bedroom you could hear our breaths mixing. Marco laid me gently on the bed and placed himself on top of me putting his hands on the both sides of my head. Despite the darkness I could see the expression of his eyes. There was a mix of love and overwhelming sadness. I smirked at him softly and placed hand on the back of his neck to bring him closer to me.

I know. – I whispered before kissing him delicately. Marco groaned a little and I felt his hands under my shirt. Without hesitation he pulled me out of it and threw it across the room. He lowered his head and started kissing the delicate place under my earlobe and began to go down leaving wet traces down my neck, collarbone and decolette. He put his hand under my back and skillfully opened my bra and without stopping kissing my body he took it off. I buried my hand in his already messed hair and I took off his shirt with another. I led out a small sigh of admiration when I saw his beautifully toned body. Marco, who was now kissing my belly and dangerously going south popped up his head and winked at me before unzipping my pants.

I knew that being now with him was not the wisest idea. Frankly speaking it was probably some kind of masochistic decision to be with Marco right now, but I just needed that. I shook my head once more and decided to forget about everything and to let the moment last.

Marco took of my pants quickly and I felt his warm breath near my middle. I smiled to myself feeling his trembling fingers playing with the hem of my pants which he simply ripped of me.

Sorry – he chuckled – I just cannot wait any moment longer – he said and after that I felt his tongue on my clit.

Oh god! – I whispered taking a deep breath as an overwhelming tingling sensation began to gather in my lower belly.

Marco didn't hesitated for a second and he introduced his finger inside of me what made me grab his shoulders strongly. Quickly he introduced the second finger and started to work me up simultaneously sucking my pulsating bead. As I couldn't wait much longer I gave him a sign with my hands to go up, what he did after few moments filled with my moaning.

What's wrong? – he asked looking into my eyes. His cheeks were slightly reddened, his breath uneven and his green eyes were covered by a veil of excitement.

Nothing – I smiled caressing his jaw – I just need you. – I answered playing with the buttons of his pants.

He understood the hint rapidly and took off his jeans quickly as well as his boxershorts. Immediately I felt his hardened manhood on my belly. Marco smiled into the kiss and it became more passionate. I surrounded his member with my fingers and began to move up and down placing him at my entrance. As our breaths became deeper Marco stopped the kiss and looked into my eyes. He slowly began to introduce him inside of me, what made me even more longing for his closeness. After few seconds of anticipation with a strong thrust he filled me completely.

You are mine, Schatz – he whispered and began to move.

The passion in his kisses, the longing in his movements left me speechless. I put my hands around him and started to draw lines along his spine that were leaving goosebumps on his skin. The sensation in my belly began more and more unbearable and he increased his pace. I surrounded his hips with my legs what have given him even more access and his thrust became deeper. After few more thrusts between my moans I was reaching my climax and  just shouted his name what made him so excited that he came a second after, pouring himself inside of me.  Once more he looked at me and placed a soft kiss on my lips. I embraced him tightly and we were laying still connected trying to regain our breaths.

When I felt Marco slipping from the inside of me he rolled to the side and put his arms around me and kiss my temple. Then he carefully put his fingers on my chin and turned my head to his direction.

I love you – he whispered and I felt a whole flock of butterflies flying through my body. In that moment I was probably the happiest person in the world.

I love you too, Marco – I answered and he beamed at me like a child on Christmas Day.

He kissed me passionately and then hugged me tightly. We were laying there without saying a word just enjoying our closeness.

But unfortunately my conscience didn't abandoned me. After a deep sigh I freed myself from his arms and sat on the bed.

What are you doing? – Marco asked puzzled.

I have to pack. – I answered getting up. He sat on the bed abruptly and grabbed my wrist.

What? – he was clearly shocked.

Marco, I have a plane in few hours. I have to pack. – I said firmly.

But... I thought – he started – after what happened here... I thought you have changed your decision... you said you loved me. – he finished with his voice trembling.

Marco.... I love you. With whole my heart. But I really have to go. I need to. – I said feeling my heart breaking into pieces. He just shook his head and looked at his hands remaining silent. I looked at the clock, and I realized that I really need to start packing. After sighing heavily I went to my walk-in closet to prepare my luggage.

I heard some movement in my bedroom and when I went to the door to see if Marco is already up it was empty.

Mar.. – I began but before I managed to finish I just heard the loud slamming of the entrance door.

He was gone.