The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #1.2: 2-24-14

Introductions.

Well, I promised one on Mac.

So here goes!

Mac-

The best way I can describe him is a little taller than me, so 5"9' or 5"10'. Before he shave his hair, he had dirty blond hair. His eyes? Wow. I should know. I'm going to say green.[Edit: they are blue:2-25-14] He's not muscular to where you can see his abs, but not scrawny. He is a little bit chubby. The PERFECT size. But he has incredible strength. To me, he is a powerful, and mysterious man. I really can't say anything for sure about him, because I've lately been hearing that he tells lies. Which, I will only hold against him if I have evidence. Not off of what others say. So what I've been told, he was born in Russia, and lived there for 5 years. He is trained to fight, and knows plenty of languages, including Latin. But that is his profile. Let's get into more of our interactions with eachother.

We met in Freshman year, when he was dating a girl named Abbie. We knew of eachother. That's all. But in Sophomore Homecoming dance, we had, as I say, an informal introduction. Don't ask me how it came up, but we had started what I call now, the money exchange. He had a dollar folded and partially in his mouth. With his eyes, he offered me to take it, with my mouth. So I did. And he took it back, with his mouth. Some people who witnessed it says we kissed. I argue that since our lips didn't touch, it wasn't a kiss. What do you say? This is where my spark of lust for him started.

Next on memory lane is drama club. At the time, he was an actor, and I was a stage crew crewbie. The next few paragraphs, are bits and pieces from different days. Different weeks even. So in the beginning of the whole setup, we were at a practice. I was stationed at stage right. He wasn't on for a few more scenes. So he started to tell me a story about being a heart surgeon. (One of the stories that may be fake). He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and neck, and stared me down, as he said he could have complete control of my heart. Of course, that got me to blush, and be very nervous. Thank the practice if was dark!

Second in memory lane of crew, is the Men's Dressing room. Now, before you think anything dirty, (clean out your gutters!!) the Men's Dressing room was quiet famous. It's where all the food went. It was roomy! It wasn't full of costumes and makeup. And get this, they had a couch!! It was the automatic chill room. So, I decided to go in there for a break from being in the dark on one practice. It was Mac, Sydney, Kate, I, all in the same room. Everyone knew of my silly crush on Mac. So what do they do? They leave us alone. Of course. And, well, things got heated real fast, real quick, and cooled down even faster. He, I can't seem to remember why...considering I was mesmerized by his attractive face..., had pinned me to the wall. Eventually I slid down to a sitting position on the floor. Here's another don't-ask-me-why: be backed up, still standing, and took off his shirt. And I blushed. It didn't take us long to realize how awkward this would look if someone walked in, so he put it back on. I wasn't sure if I'd get any more red!

So, this silly little lust-crush had been lasting about 2 months after homecoming, to where RJ got excited and teased me about it. He talked to Mac about me and everything. According to RJ, he liked me too. Obviously nothing happened though. Even with RJ continuously saying I liked him too without my permission.

So, RJ's giddy-ness had worn off. And maybe do did Mac's crush on ME did too. Who knows? I still lust for him. If you remember the last entry... I woke up from a nice dream. That dream was about Mac.

To make it short and sweet, we were talking, and I had the urge to kiss him. So I did, and he kissed back. That was the main part of the dream.

So, yes, I still lust over him.

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So that's all there is for February 24th, 2014.

Eventually, there will be introductions on some of the others I have mentioned, and some that I haven't, such as my Best Friend, Libby. For now, keep checking every day for a new entry. I'll do my best to keep things interesting!!