The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #33: 4-4-14

I love today's date!

I woke up this morning with Mason scratching on my walls. And then on my door. He was REALLY was getting on my nerves. And when I got to school I really wanted to lay my head in David's lap. I was so tired.

In first hour, I worked ahead of everyone. We were reading from the book, doing the 'popcorn' thing, and filling in blanks in our note packet. I found notes that even the teacher couldn't find. In math, I again, worked ahead, and was working on the complex problem without a calculator. And when they finally caught up to me, (since it was the last thing that was done for today) I got everything correct. I feel like I should be in a more advanced class. I'm way too bored.

In 3rd hour study hall, the first half of class was RJ showing me more and more Vines. Some of them were funny. But I was really exhausted, and I dreaded Spanish class. Because you really can't work ahead in Spanish class. Right now we're learning a new conjugation. (For those of you who know Spanish class stuff, we're going over when to use the imperfect form) It's sooo easy. Come on. Can I just have the test?? Please ?? It's aggravating. For the first half of school I felt like I was surrounded by idiots.

At least I was able to think and daydream. I remembered that when I saw Mac earlier today, my heart skipped a beat. Now, stop your thinking there, an get the thoughts of me having a crush on him. There's just something about what he was wearing. I admire a guy, and I drool for a guy in a tuxedo. Even more so when the tux coat is off. Sexy. I also really like them in black T-shirts. (If their body is right for it. They gotta be a bit chubby. Not bone-skinny or super built.) My eyes would be glued.

Mac is the guy who wears the tuxedos. David's the T-shirt guy. Even if I can't be with them, at least I can appreciate the little girly-girl within me, and drool over them.

And, by the way, long before my devastation about David, and while I had a crush on both of them, I decided I had to choose. I'm a thinker. So I asked myself, who the hell would I choose if SOMEHOW they both asked me out? I chose David, and that's where my crush on Mac wore off. Slowly but surely.

In band class, I completely LOVE the pieces we are doing. I had a lot of fun.

In study hall, I was somewhat determined to work on my research paper. I failed. Instead, Sydney, Tyler, and I starting playing with mechanical pencils. I started it, and I felt so fucking stupid. I had so much fun. We were bouncing, flipping, and launching the pencils. We literally wasted time playing with pencils for 25 minutes.

When I got home, I decided to make my first Vine. Of my cat licking my head. SO IF YOU HAVE A VINE, FOLLOW ME. I'M SHARPIE.

I'm just kidding. I don't care.

Anyway, then I went out with Collin an John. They went to get some phone stuff done. I went along so I can get clear bail polish or spray paint to preserve the doodles on my phone case. Teehee.

But we were at the phone store for 3 HOURS. Collin and I set off 2 alarms by accident. Oops. Then David and I were texting, and I might come over tomorrow!

And of course I started to day dream... I imagined I was going to just fall into his bed, and be comfy. And, uhm, him wrapping his arm around me. Kiss my forehead. Maybe him realizing he might actually love me. You know. My silly daydreaming.

Just as I was close to going to sleep... I remembered I had yet to post this. So here you go.

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie