Entry #55: 4-26-14

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I apologize. I actually don't want to go into detail about today. It was a great day, don't get me wrong, I just don't feel like it. [Spongebob reference!!]

My dad came over, we talked listened to music, played some music... Then listened to more music. Afterwards, RJ called me, we talked for, like, an hour, and after I had to go, we all watched Ted. Mom, John, Collin, Dad, and I that is. At the end, I fantasized about David. Cough. .... Then he left, and I went to bed.

I'm not really sure why I don't want to go into details today. Maybe I need a small break from the entries. I mean, I've only been doing it for 3 months straight! Haha. Give or take a few days. I'm not sure. I'm just feeling so hormonal lately. All of these emotions... flying through. David wanted to come over today (long story short I thought that would have been rude to my father), and blah blah blah. I want romantic and or physical love so much that I actually visualized kissing Mac yesterday. (He was helping out with the Battle of the Bands stuff.) I still don't know about him.

Dammit Mac.

Dammit David.

....

DAMMIT LIFE.

But just keep on livin, and life will be okay!

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie.

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