The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry#41: 4-12-14

I woke up to the sound of thunder and rain. It was a soft rain. And it was real dark outside, about 9 in the morning. I had felt so calm. Then an hour later, the rain decided to go full force. It was awesome.

Although I decided to text dad around that time because we were supposed to go to the dam today and fish. I was worried that it would be flooded or something. But both him and my mom said it was just supposed to pass over. And I shit you not, by 1 in the afternoon, it was warm and sunny. With that beautiful aroma of nature.

My dad and I was then off to the dam. By the time we got there, the sun was gone covered by clouds, with a touch of wind. It wasn't too bad. Then an hour in, it got REALLY windy.it almost blew me over! I was so happy. Being out in nature, nonetheless with my dad, always made me a happy camper.

All throughout fishing, I was collecting shells. Eventually, we started really itsy bitsy shells! No bigger than dimes. One was only half a dime. They were so cute.

Even though we didn't catch anything, we had fun! I enjoy our time together as always. We packed up around 6, since I had to get to my cousins birthday party around 8. And they are an hour drive a way. So, the reason that we left early, was because I have muddy pants, shoes, and a sandy shirt.

When I got home, I changed into different clothes, and it was about 6:30. And I looked nice. But for some odd reason, I felt inclined to try black eyeliner for the first time. And black&white eyeshadow too. I seriously chose the wrong time to experiment on my face. It took me 25 minutes. Bug considering it was my very first time using eyeliner, I did a very good job!! You wouldn't have been able to tell it was my first time. Sorry girls, it's an advantage of being an artist.

We arrived at the party at about 8:40pm. My teenaged girl cousin, my sister, my mom and my aunt all really liked it. I was internally happy. Because I'm not much of a makeup person, really. But I loved my eyes. And anything that intensifies my eyes, I'm all for it. Unfortunately we had to leave around 10pm. Oh well.

On the car ride home I was thinking and daydreaming of two completely different things. What I would do when Dad dies, and what I would do if David gave me a whole day to do whatever I wanted to do with him. See how that is 150% different from each other?

The thing is with my Dad, is that I love him dearly, and I have no idea what it's going to be like without him... And every time I think shout it I want to cry.

The thing is with David, is if he ever did give me a day that I can do what I want with him... All I would really do is hug him. Because I love him too much to do things he wouldn't want to do in the first place.

I'm a very weird, yet amazing girl.

So... Uhm, Anyway... By the end of the day, I was exhausted. I had Taco Bell at, 11pm. I went to bed, and then BOOM. I'm wide awake. Damnit. So I watched random Vines until my phone died around 1:30am, and decided, "Yeaahh, I should probably go to sleep now."

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie