The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #10: 3-5-14

When I woke up this morning... I had no motivation to get up. And go to school. I didn't want to. I felt like didn't need to.

At the normal morning spot, I was listening to music. And when others tried to talk to me, I only said, "I can't hear you". I'm sure, the look in my eyes were dull and dead.

I felt really lonely this morning.

To make it worse, David was no where to be found. The girl he asked out,(Still not sure if they're going bout..) I've introduced he a little bit before. Her name is Alex. She came up to me an asked if I knew where David was around 7:30.

It's so weird, by the way, whenever no one can find David or even RJ, they always ask me. I don't know why. Because I'm always with them? Because I really love David?

Just a by the way, (and maybe a rant later on) just because I love someone doesn't mean I'll be by them every spare moment. In fact, I let them do whatever they want. I show my love by making sure you're happy, not by being clingy. God.

Anyways...

RJ noticed something was wrong, but I didn't tell him. In fact, I had a really bad headache. And by Spanish, it turned into a migraine. My Spanish class is now used to me not doing any work due to headaches. That's bad..

But in band, I come to find out David isn't at school. Crap. Now I feel bad for being mad. Haha..

But I still had a major migraine. And in English, I'm now 100 pages behind. Crap.

During English class as well, I decided to go to the nurse for this fucking migraine. But the nurse, however, said it wasn't a migraine and said you need to be diagnosed. So "it's just a headache And you can tough it". If your one if those kids who doesn't hate the nurse, that's because you never went to the nurse with a reasonable cause.

I cried. Well, I tried not to... That's how painful this shit is.

I got home, drank water with pills, and pizza rolls. Mmm-mmmm-mmmm, good. Wait. Wait a minute. That's Chef Boyardee.

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As you know, I've been writing as the day goes on. Well, as I write this, it is 3:30pm. My migraine still rages. I have a Doctor appointment at 4:30. Then I'm eating Shepard's Pie for dinner. Then I'm going to bed. So, if anything exciting happens, I'll include it in tomorrow's journal.

[Edit: I got promoted to a crutch! I was originally on a walker for at home, and a scooter at school. I'm so happy]

And have a Good Aftermorvening.

~Sharpie. (This will be how I end entries for now.)