The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #32: 4-3-14

I was still cold from yesterday. And I woke up late today. I was so tired. It was really hard waking up, an I again didn't have breakfast. All night, my cat was being so weird, and was scratching my walls for no apparent reason. I was extremely confused.

I also finally had a dream last night! But of course it was about David. And it was through text. Really? Anyway, basically, he told me he was starting fall for me, after talking to a friend about me. Come on!

I'm wearing a pair a pants that is bedazzled on the bottom. And every time I wear them, someone always says they like my pants. Today, 1 person said that.

In my first class, our assignment was easy, and I had 30 minutes left of class when I finished. So I decided to work on another realistic drawing.

In math class, I finally had a class where I was engaged the entire time! We were given a two-paged front and back worksheet. In normal class days, we learn two things and practice it, like, 3,000 times. Well... I'm a fast learner. I'm that kid who defies Math Class Logic. Math Class Logic is that saying, "If you don't do your homework, you will fail the test and the class!" Well.... not me!! I don't do homework, and I get As and Bs on my test and on my report card. How? Well, there are three types of learners. Listeners, writers, and visual. I'm a listener. All you need to do is tell me the theorem, explain it, give me a normal example, give me a complex example, and I'm ready for any test. So, I get bored very easily in class. I was really happy about the worksheet!!

In 3rd hour study hall, I continued my drawing. I finished a great drawing I my nephew!! I personally think it sucks. But, you know, that's because I've done better! In my opinion. If you saw it yourself, or asked around, they'd say I'm an amazing drawer for my age. And RJ did his math homework by watching Vines the entire time. Tsk tsk.

In 10th hour study hall, I decided that the journal deserved a better cover. So I literally worked on it for an hour. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to drawings and designs. I still have a different version of the cover saved on my phone. Be it as it may, it still looks much better than before, in my opinion.

Which also brings me to thinking, if I only know of 3 readers, how the hell does this have over 600 reads?? This entry is my 50th entry. Times 3 is 150. And then add my own reading (and me reading it to others sometimes) and that's about 220 reads. Is there any other readers out there?? Hello? Hi there!

When I got home, it was as if I walked into a mini museum! Apparently we went to the food pantry, and I love when I come home to that. Because then Mom is showing me ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING we got from there. And she just rambles and rambles. It's quiet entertaining. Then I watched a 2 hour movie, which was AWESOME, with my mom and brother.

John came home, and we ate dinner, watched TV, and I went to bed. They got into a private conversation.

When I went to my room, I wrote the journal, sitting on the floor, about 5 inches from the bed. My back was facing the bed. (My phone was charging) and.. Well, once again, Mason the cat, licked my head. How, you ask? Obviously he walked onto my back. And balanced there. For 20 minutes. Licking my head. Jeez.

Although, while watching TV, I was daydreaming. Of course it was of David. In the dream, him and I were together, and I was 17. Making him either 18 or 19. And for SOME REASON, the entire dream was about telling him I was pregnant with his child. I don't know why. Don't ask. Don't judge.

I've been thinking to myself as well that I still believe him and I have a chance. Just not this year. Or even next year. I really believe he loves me, it's just that he doesn't know it. And it might take years for him to find that out. Or you know what? Maybe, just maybe, I will find someone else. I have a hard time believing it though.

No matter what, I will always...

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie