The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #75: 5-16-14

So I woke up, right? And not only was I tired, and the pain medication was still in effect... BUT IT WAS SNOWING.

IN MAY.

But I got to school, and fell asleep on the floor. I also fell asleep in my math class. And I shut my eyes after my Spanish test. And the after the essay I wrote in English class. I was sleepy.

After 2nd hour, I felt like I was Antarctica itself. So I hugged Libby for warmth. Then I saw David. I told him to hug me, and he did. From behind. I was sandwiched. WARMLY SANDWICHED. Yaaay!!!

In 3rd hour, I found out that my elevator pass was deactivated because I apparently needed to give it back. Like, no bitch. I still need it. Read the fucking doctors note. Bitch. The nurse doesn't like me apparently. I hate her now. Like, cunt, I know my body, you're not even a trained nurse, so fuck yourself with a rusty knife.

Ugh. But anyway, in 10th hour study hall, I realized again that I can't read. Ok, let me reiterate. There's... a word. Any 5 or less word that starts with 'P', ends with 'M' or 'N' and has an 'O' somewhere in there.... I read 'porn'. Such as the word 'prom' or 'Pom' or even 'prop'. And I don't know why. Yup.

Also, any free time I had to think... I thought about the awkward conversation I had with David last night. It was giving me interesting images that I didn't need -that made me blush severely- during school. Fuck.

I as well couldn't get my mind off of the fact mom was taking me out for dinner. Just her and I. It kinda scares me. Is there bad news. Good news?? IS SHE JUST BEING WEIRDLY GENEROUS?! The world may never know!

After school, you could tell all of the teenagers were happy on this Friday, because there was a yelling match. It was so weird.

So, have I ever told you guys about my love for eyes? I personally think that's the most attractive thing about a person. Eyes are beautiful.

The reason I say that is because, while talking to Mac, I thought to myself that he's got to have the most beautiful bright blue eyes I've ever seen. Every person, however, I always think their eyes are the 'most' beautiful. So... I dunno. I love eyes. Hehe.

Well, when I got home, either I misheard mom, or she forgot about taking me out, but I didn't ask her about it, and we had Chinese! After we ate, mom and I were in her room, watching TV and talking. It was a nice conversation. Now, if it were any other normal teenager, they might have felt awkward, weirded out or even grossed out. But not me. I almost could relate to thing she said. To keep private things private, let's just say they were about subjects that were personal to her.

After that, I went to bed.

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See, I have free time to think, but I don't really write that part in chronological order. I guess. Oh well, whatever. Most of the time I was trying to figure out between going to see Emily, or going to Danielle's graduation party. I'll tell you the final result later.

Oh, and don't forget; I obviously did some daydreaming. About David. And the awkward conversation we had last night. Considering that'll be in my mind for days, maybe weeks, Imma nickname that conversation 'The Awkco Convo"! Way to make it fun to wright about, yeah???

Now, all I'm really hoping to the depths of my heart I that I don't have dreams of the visuals I have. That would wake me wide eyed, blushed face, and hotter than hell....from the blushing of course.

And I don't want that!!

Keep Smiling!!

~Sharpie!