The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #38 4-9-14

Today, I will admit, I was in more pain than was on Monday or yesterday. Both my abdomen and my ribs were in a lot of pain. I was literally in bed all day. When 2:30 came around, I was just curled up in the corner o the couch watching random stuff.

So, obviously I stayed home today. But I also have some medicine that might help me. Who knows. While I was curled up in pain, I decided that I wanted to re-watch Black Butler. Kiroshitsuji. Whatever my otaku-readers want to call it. I also want to restart my reading of Soul-Eater. I want to watch that too, but my free watching app doesn't have much of a selection. I should be happy they at least have Black Butler. I'm not even sure they have season two. Oh well.

I really feel like your stereotypical teenage girl on her period. With the heating pad and OTC pain pills. Ugh. I feel vulnerable. I don't like it one bit. And I want to see my friends. Oh grr.

But today? Oh my god, and one point I wanted to dig a knife in my chest and belly and scream of pain. Because god damn did this hurt so bad. At one point, my chest, and upper back started hurting, but I think that was from laying on the couch wrong. And I really felt like throwing up.

Sometimes I would whisper to myself, "oh my god what the FRICK is wrong with me?!"

But then of course, I got some medication, that, let's just say, was quiet uncomfortable...

And I was still in pain.

I swear to the god of unicorns, that if I don't get to go to school tomorrow, I will bitch slap a potato.

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie