Random Rant of the Day. #1
You should know that I love David by now, right? I feel like I have a love-hate relationship with this asshole. I'm in complete love with him. But I have little to no chance with him. And I hate it so much.
I hate how I nonstop think about him. I hate how he talks about who he likes around me. I hate how all I'm ever going to be is his close friend. I hate how I know that as long as I know him, I won't stop loving him. I hate how he makes me blush. I hate how he gives off mixed feelings. I hate when he accidentally ignores me. I hate when he's inappropriate at serious times.
I love his values. I love how playful he is. I love what he wants for his future. I love how free going he is. I love how much he cares for me. I love his compliments. I love how he worries. I love his emotions. I love how much he cares about his family. I love how careful he is. I love how he gives me random hugs. I love how we can talk about anything. I love how he can stop being silly when he needs to be wise. I love how silly he can be. I love his passions.
There's so much I hate. But I think there's so much more that I love. It drives me insane, and sometimes I can't take it. And I accidentally let this love thing slip out to him.
I'm sure anyone feels like this when it comes to love...
But, you know....
The thing I love the most about him: is his values in life.
The thing I hate the most about him: how he doesn't know or understand how much I love him.
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