The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry#12 10-20-14

I know I haven't been updating much, but I have 2 random things to talk about!!

1. So last night I took many medical-legit-quizzes on all sorts if stuff. My results are....

• I might have ADHD

• I'm showing early signs of schizophrenia

• I have moderate to sever Bipolar Disorder

• I could possibly have Autism/Aspergers

• I have severe depression.

Well out of all of that, I really only truly believe I have Bipolar disorder. All day today have been complete mania. Please do your research on bipolar disorder because I'm not explaining it.

2.!!!!!!! David!!!!

A few days ago him and I did some bonding that I want to do most definitely again. (I cannot tell you what kind of bonding we did, but let's just say we've been wanting to do it for a while. And I'm not telling you because of simple sake of privacy.)

However, this morning, after he laid his head on my shoulder proclaiming he was tired, David proceeded to tell me he was thinking about his relationship issues last night. He had lifted his head while talking, and he told me he was listening to sad/romance music during his thoughts [d'aw].

As he was talking to me, I said I was cold, so I cuddled myself up to him. With my head on his shoulder and chest, my knees resting on his, and my torso leaning into him. It was comfortable, and he didn't make me move or anything.

This was all just this morning.

Later in the afternoon, he was reminded he needed to pick up his Tux after marching band practice, and he sneered at me. He knows my weakness of tuxedos. And he teased me. Oh hot damn I'm so afraid about how much I may blush tomorrow. I hope I control any actions I may want to pursue.

OHH MY GOODNESS.

He likes to tease me big time about it.((although I will not lie... I can not WAIT to see him in his suit tomorrow!!))

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Hey!! That reminds me! I blushed a lot in these passed two weeks. I don't remember exact days but... ~David!

While I was at his house David had to change his shirt for some reason I don't remember. So that means I saw him shirtless. GUHHH. I might have became a tomato, but I tried hiding it by looking down. Damn you David... Why must you be so comfortable around me?? Do you know that he's completely changed in front of me before?? Well, not completely, but pants and shirt. I think my head almost exploded from the amount of blood rushing to it.

Also, not as extreme, but I also blushed as David was trying on white button-ups for the tuxedo. Fuck is he handsome in that shit. He's always fucking attractive nowadays. Always giving me a reason to blush..

I swear to god, if we actually got married one day, I would need one person per arm walking me down that aisle because I would get week-kneed at the pure sight of him. He's just so damned dashing. Hey!! Haha!

Dang that Damned Dashing David Dammit!

Hehe. I can't wait to see him be ultra attractive tomorrow.

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie