The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #24: 3-20-14

I hate this cat...! He marked my HEAD. That little shit! I was so pissed. So I threw him across the room. I got up, and went to school and I was texting Alex. She again asked if he banged me. Noo!! I'm saving myself for a real relationship. The first two hours I had tests. But once during passing period RJ got on the elevator and said, "Bubbles!" In a high squealy voice. I gave him a look of seriously, what the fuck. And he started laughing so hard he got the hiccups!! It was soo funny! Then, in 3rd hour study hall, he lost the hiccups. He also gave me his sandwich and an Oreo, because he didn't want the sandwich. And we were laughing about random shit. And he once said the word fuck, and I shit you not, I never heard that word come out of him. My eyes widened at him and he couldn't contain himself. He was laughing so hard. He loves my face expressions. He poked at the holes on my pants. We.couldn't stop laughing.

We had also discussed David. (And Mac, actually)

"David just needs to decide who to date!" RJ exclaims.

"You can't force him! That's bad! I want him to figure it out himself!" I respond.

"Yes you can! You can do it with a knife. You better pick some one or I'll shove this knife down your esophagus!"

We laughed.

"This is just like Mac! I was pissed at Mac, and now at David!

I looked at him.

"Mac told me he liked you too! He said he was going to ask you out! But he never did! I was so pissed."

I already knew this, and said, "oh well"

"I predict you and David will start dating this Saturday!"

"I highly doubt it", I respond.

Then we had to leave 3rd hour. Aww, I was having a good time! But then, I don't remember what the hell happened, but we burst into laughter in the elevator again, and he got the hiccups again. I couldn't move on. I was laughing so hard I was crying.

Then. Holy crap band.

People were questioning RJ why he wears shorts underneath his sweat pants.

"I wear them, because the weather can get warm!" RJ exclaims.

"You're crazy!" Others say.

"When I get warm, I take off my pants!" RJ protests.

At first I started to giggle, but then...

"Don't get warm!!" Our band teacher exclaims, from the directors room behind us.

EVERYONE who was part of this conversation started laughing so hard for about 5 minutes. That REALLY made my day, holy crap. We were all laughing.

I decided to not do jack shit in English. I really needed to work on that stupid research paper. Ugh.

Aside from daydreaming, I continued to think about solo/ensemble contest this Saturday. I'm so nervous! I'm going to be nervous before I play, while I play, and I'll be complaining to David afterwards about how bad I did. I'm very nervous. Like, I can't play straight while I'm just in the room with David, let alone the judges!

WAHH.

The plans within the next two days is that David will be at my house from 8am-8pm for practice. Then he's picking me up on Saturday at 6am. Uuggghhhh!!! At school at 6am on a Saturday morning during spring break. Exactly where I want to be. Oh well. I'm nervous and excited.

When I got home, I was in the weirdest mood for my weird sex songs. Don't ask. But they are...

Lollipop Luxury- Jeffree Star

Sexting [remix]- Blood on the Dancefloor feat. Jeffree Star.

CandyLand- Blood on the Dancefloor

Uhm. Look them up if really that interested in weird sex songs. A few days ago I was on the search for more like these. I don't know why. I love it. All of my "happy" songs (that make me happy) are always about sex, drugs, and alcohol. So weird. Teehee! I can sing all of Lollipop Luxury too. I love it!

Uhhmm...Anyway...

I was really bored after school since David wasn't there. He couldn't come because he needed to buy his outfit for the contest. We were going to dress the same. We got the idea from the way I dressed for homecoming. We're going to wear black pants, black shoes, a black, long sleeve dress shirt, with a red tie. It's one of my favorite outfits to wear. I love wearing the tie. It was my dad's tie. I asked for it for homecoming, and it's been mine ever since. Hehe.

Then, ate chile for dinner, watched some tv, and texted 3 friends about David. I'm such a teenager. I expressed that I've been in love with him for a year, and I've secretly have been wanting to kiss him for the past 2 months. And even if he wanted to date me any time soon, a kiss is far from now. I don't think he'd be ready for that so soon. Guh!

Oh well, I decided to go to bed early, because I was tired, and David was coming over before noon tomorrow to practice. Man... This is stressful. Just gotta keep positive vibes!!

Keep Smiling!

~Sharpie