The Daily Journal of an Average Teenaged Girl

Entry #11: 10-10-14

SOOO!!!!! I donno what to start with. Is been really really weird lately. By that I mean everything. I'm overreacting over almost everything. I don't even know anymore. So yeah. Let's just go in order...?

So something's going on between David an Alex again. I hope you can see me rolling my eyes. In fact, I hope YOURE rolling your eyes. You'd think after the 3rd time it won't work out, you give up, right?? Guh. She says she "Loves" him. Bitch you don't know what love is. It's that you're emotionally attached to him because you're each others first. And DAVID. You, sir, are thinking with the wrong fucking head you asshole. You're pissing me off. You can give her 4 goddamned chance but you can't give me one?? What the fuck. You asslicking fucker. Several people need to slap you,.... Since I don't have the heart to. But I'm angry enough to want it to happen.

Yeah, sorry, that's something I can talk about for ages, listing all sorts of insults. So, ugh. What pisses me off even more is those creepy couples out in the hallways with their tongues down each others throats and hands squeezing the meat of the asses. It's disgusting, gross, and it makes me jealous. UGH.

Okay, so that's that. That's just all my thought in the morning. I need to be more organized in these journals, I'm jumping all around and that's just confusing.

In Chemistry, we had a sub... SOOO HAPPY, because I didn't finish something that was due today, so I did it in class. And she'll never know!

2nd hour is Driver's Ed/Study Hall. So I'm gonna explain my driving. Normally I drive in the morning, and it just totally relaxes me. I'm loving it. Once I had a huge migraine, an as soon as I got onto the road, it went away. Driving is relaxing. When you know what you're doing. I can already tell that when I get comfortable with driving, my hands will be on the bottom of the wheel. But for now, they must stay on 10 & 2.

English. I love English and all, yeah. Writing papers is so easy for me. But one thing I hate is peer editing. These damn idiots highlight a few things, and then compliment on word choice and give it back. Like, NO. That's NOT feedback. That's NOT HELPING. I want my paper to be TORN APART with red ink everywhere. Doesn't anyone know how to edit correctly??

Math. Yay! I love math class. This week has been the best week ever. I had 3 tests!! One on Monday, one yesterday, and one today. Most of the student population hate tests. I love it. It means I can take my time, be neat, and it's quiet. I don't need to talk, nothing. I love tests, and I get really excited.

Band is awesome. I love playing music. And I love marching band. I love it so much, I jump around I'm excitement.

But then literally in the next class I'm falling asleep in boredom. It's U.S. history. Although I'm quiet happy. I was called out with 6 others. We were called into the hallway. 4 of them we're put into a group, blah blah. The rest of the 3 of us, he told we were smart, we just don't turn in homework. I felt happy that I was acknowledged that I was smart!

CREATIVE WRITING!!!!

Soon, I WILL post some of it on this site. They're awesome so far. I'm so happy about them. And sometime in November I'm going to Whitewater to a writing festival!!! I'll be having my writing critiqued by experts. It's super exciting!!

Okay, now 2 more updates.

1. November 22 I'm seeing Blue October backstage! I'm hoping to get the lead singer to sign the drawing I made of him. I really can't wait for his reaction!

2. IM FINALLY STARTING MY OWN YOUTUBE CHANNEL!!! I think it'll be some sort of VLOG. I think I'll just be giving my opinions about shit, and giving advice or something. Talking about subject, addressing problems. I don't know entirely, but I'm exciting an I hope I won't accidentally abandon it.

....do you have a YouTube??? Subscribe to me!!! My Channel is "TheAmazingSharpie".

From experience, I know it's hard to find me on YouTube. I'm not popular. (Yet). So the title of my first video is "Failure at it's Finest!". Make sure you sort it as 'most recent'.

See you soon!!!!!

Keep Smiling!!!

-Sharpie.