An Angels Sin

When You Look At Him

Catalina's POV
James is right about their being a chance that Draven could follow in his fathers footsteps. The last thing I would want, would be to get involved with someone who's involved in that. I sigh and run my hands through my hair.
"I hate this, I hate everything right now," I say under my breath, but loud enough for him to hear me. He takes my hands and squeezes them. "My head hurts, my body hurts. I want to sleep, but not because I'm tired. So I cab escape all of this."
"Listen to me," he says. I stare into his eyes. "Then sleep as long as you like, but just know that when you wake back up, life is gonna slap you in the face. What Kale did was screwed up and I wish he wasn't back, but you have to face him eventually. I'll be here when you wake up," he tells me. I smile up at him.
The sound of the screen door opening makes us turn away from each other. Tori and Draven stand in the doorway just like they were when they arrived. That now seems like hours ago. "I'm sorry I called you a whore," she says.
"I-It's okay," I mumble. James runs his hand up and down my back gently. My eyes start to feel heavy. "Did you check on the brownies?" I ask him. His eyes widen and he runs into the kitchen.
"Aren't you cold?" Tori asks as I sit down on one of he benches our mom has set up. I shake my head. She turns towards Draven and whispers something to him before going inside. He walks over and sits next to me.
"I'm sorry they found out," he says as if this is all his fault. We shouldn't even be together.
"It isn't your fault," I tell him. Goosebumps appear on my arms as I look up at the sky.
"Why don't we go inside? You're going to to freeze yourself to death," he says. My eyes meet his. His show a sign of anger.
"Are you angry?" He shrugs, not giving me a full answer. I try resting head in his shoulder but he stands.
"Yeah, I am angry," he says, finally answering. "I'm not mad at you, I'm mad about him. The say he looks at you, the way you look at him. You look at him with years of history and love. I get the shy, hesitant looks through your lashes. You hardly look me in the eyes when we talk. He has you and I don't."
"I-it sounds like your mad at the both of us," I say. He let's out a deep breath. "Him and I do have history and I do love him very much, but not in a romantic way. I like you, I'm with you, isn't that enough?" His green eyes drop to the grass.
"He loves you," he says. My brows draw together. "He's in love with you. One minute your with me and seem happy, but with him, the happiness meets your eyes." I stand up and make my way over to him. I place my hand on his fave, my thumb grazing the stubble on his cheeks.
"I want you. I don't know how many times I have to say that. Your the one I want to be with," I say. He leans down and kisses me, I almost fall off from the impact. I grip his shirt to stay against him. His arms wrap around my waist as he pulls away from the kiss.
"Let's get you inside, so you don't get sick."
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I ended up getting sick just like he said I would. My nose is stuffed up, I sound awful, my throat hurts, my body aches, I can hardly hear. Everything sound likes I'm a tunnel.
Draven run his calloused hands up and down my arms as we watch Divergent. I can hardly keep my eyes open, but I can't not watch the movie. "You know you can sleep if you want?" He says.
"I have to finish it," I say. He grins and looks back at the screen. Gosh, Theo James is so attractive. Tori has called both Draven and me countless times in the last two hours. She's still upset with us, but said she won't tell our parents.
"Maybe I should answer her," I say as I look down at my ringing phone. He stops me and puts my phone on his side.
"Its after five o'clock. She's drunk, so now she finally has the courage to say how she feels about this," he tells me. Its kind of sad to know that he knows my sister better then I do. Her and I have always been close, but never enough.
"Okay," is all I can mange to say. I test my head on his chest and throw my arm over his stomach. I smile during Tris and Fours kiss. He seems so passionate, yet thoughtful of her during it. I know their just acting but they are adorable.
"I'm going to kill your sister," he says under his breath as my phone rings again. He hands it to me after reading the contact. Nicky. Taking a deep breath, I answer it.
"Hel-"
"Can you please come to the hospital. Some-somethings wrong with the baby."

AN: this was a little bit of his angry and loving sides, requested by @laqueeshaork. Please comment a side if him you want to see next, and do you think he'll follow in his father's footsteps?? Comment and share! Stay alive |-/ -Veah