Baths

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Draven's POV
I place my hand on Cata's stomach. For the last week she's had to be on bed rest to let the lining of the womb heal, and that's made her irritated and snappy. Her head rests in her pillow, lashes fluttering. The guilt I feel for what happened to her hasn't faded, it's still there completely.
Her eyes slowly open, a small smile making its way as she notices me looking at her. She places her hand over mine. "Are you excited?" She asks me. I've been over thinking the whole baby thing and I have so much mixed feelings. It's no linger a choice, so there's no point in me having an opinion.
"Ecstatic," I tell her. "How have you been feeling?" I ask. She sits up and looks at her stomach.
"Stressed, but happy. Laying in bed all day gas been giving me too much space to think," she tells me and gets up with a wince. "I'm gonna take a bath so I can relax my body." I get up and walk to the closet. She hasn't moved.
"You okay?" I ask. She looks at me with puppy dog eyes. It's the same look she gives me when she wants to make love in the morning, but I have to leave.
"Care to join me? I'm sure I'd be able to feel a lot better if you were with me in there," she says. I place my clothes on the bed.
"You know I would love to, but I have to go," I tell her. She forces a sad smile and walks into the bathroom. I've been turning her down all week even though we were told sex is still okay. Here I am, with my beautiful wife, asking me to take a bath with her and I'm refusing cause I have to work. Mentally I slap myself.
I remove my sweats and boxers and make my way into the bathroom. The water is running as she lays in the bathtub, head resting to the side and eyes closed. I get in on the opposite side of her. Her eyes open, seeming as green as ever.
"Thank you," she says. I smile as I look at her. I gesture for her to turn towards me to rest against my chest. She does just that and sighs. "I love you," she says.
"I love you too," I say. Years ago I would have never been able to just rest in a bath with a girl with the thought of sex, now that's the last thing I could care about. "Do you want boy or girl?" I ask.
"I really don't care as long as it's healthy. However, even though I know you'll hate it, I would want a boy." I chuckle nervously.
"Lord be with us if we have a boy and he's like me," I say. She turns towards me and kisses my cheek. "Your so beautiful. I feel bad saying that when your naked." She blushes.
"Don't, that's when I need to hear it. You are very handsome," she says. I lean in and kiss her. "Have you ever had sex in a bathtub?" She asks me.
"Once," I answer truthfully. She looks way from me and lays back, looking at me with seductive eyes.
MATURE:
"Try with me?" She asks, biting her lip. I make my way over, moving her legs so there's raised and around my waist. I kiss her softly as I move my thumb on her. She moans loudly. "Oh," she moans.
"Someone's horny," I say against her lips. She giggles as I enter a finger in her.
"That's what happens when your husband has to work a lot." I smile and take my hand away pushing in her, the water splashing. Her hands clench my arms. "You-you feel so big." I'm surprised by how vocal she's being.
"That's cause I am, baby girl," I say. She throws her head back, looking into my eyes.
"Oh daddy," she moans. I smile at that. I wrap my hand around her throat, slamming into her. She winces. "Not so hard. Please." My eyes fall on her scar from the bullet.
"Say my name."
"Raven. Ahh, fuck me." Her eyes squeeze shut as she clenches around me. I used to think that after you've been with the sake person for so long, the sexual want and attraction would fade; but that hasn't happened. "I'm gonna cum."
"Scream my name. Who's making you feel like this."
"Draven!!" She moans as she reaches her peak. She calms down and sits up, making me slip out of her. I still haven't finished so I feel confused and slightly upset. "Stand," she tells me, getting in her knees. I do as she says and she takes me in her mouth.
I make in a deep breath, my hand grabbing a handful of her hair. She looks up at me innocently. She reaches down a hand and touches herself. I remember once asking for her to touch herself in front of me and now I'm getting just that.
"Fuck, baby." I swear if I don't cum I'm gonna feel horrible. It feels amazing, but it's just not happening. I can't even fake it. "Get up," I tell her. She does, looking confused. I take the drain out and let the water disappear.
END OF MATURE:
I wrap a towel around my waist and watch as she covers herself with one, looking herself in the mirror. I make my way up behind her and kiss her shoulder. "Why didn't you finish?" She asks.
I let my head hang. "In all honesty, I don't know. It might be the guilt, or stress?"
"What are you guilty about?" We look at each other through the mirror.
"You getting shot. If I hadn't if taken you with me, that would have never happened." She smiles. Is she crazy?
"I'm actually grateful it happened," she tells me. My eyes widen. "If it hadn't, we wouldn't of found out I was pregnant and lost the baby. It was blessing in a very painful disguise."
"I know, but it still sucks. We can make love again tonight and see what happens." She giggles. I turn her around and kneel, pulling the towel away from her body. I place by hands on her stomach. "I live you so much, baby. I'm going to be the best dad I can be for you. You have a great mom who loves you just as much as I do; I may love you a little bit more though."
"Aye!" I grin.
"I hope your doing good in there cause your giving your mommy hell. If you're a boy, please don't be like me. You could be so much better. If you're a girl, I hope and pray your just like your mom. She's so amazing and beautiful; she would do anything for you. And no boys until you're all wrinkly and fragile."
I kiss her stomach and stand back up. Cata wipes her tears away, smiling her beautiful smile. "That was beautiful."
"I try." My phone goes off on the counter. I get it and answer. "Yes?" I ask, going from loving husband to serious worker.
"We found Tig."

AN: I, for some reason, loved writing this cute chapter, especially him talking to their baby. What you think the gender should be?? Comment and share! Stay alive |-/ -Veah

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