An Angels Sin

Pain Demands To Be Felt

            Draven's POV
     The doctors said what they had to do to try and save her, but that doesn't make this any easier. Her body had been so limp and cold when I held her in my arms on the way in here.
     Her mom sits down in the chair next to me. "I'm so sorry," she says. I snap my head in her direction, my eyed watering again.
    "She's not gone. There's no way-"
    "She lost a lot of blood. The chances are extremely now," she tells me. I stand up and run my hands through my hair. The hospital doors open and Tori, James, Nicky, and that bastard Ray walk in.
    They stop in front of me. "How did you know that something was like...seriously wrong?" Tori asks me. I keep my eyes on Ray.
    "Just a feeling," I mumble. Ray scuffs.
   "Is she dead?" He asks me. I take a deep breath.
   "Almost. But you can't wait for her heart to stop beating, can you?" They look at me like I'm crazy. "She was pleasured in those pictures. That was the night she came to see Nicky when she had the miscarriage, and you tried rape her again."
   They all look at him in shock. "Is that true?" Nicky asks him. I can now feel Mr.and Mrs. Rose behind me so they can hear. Ray goes to say something but James interrupts.
    "She wouldn't do anything with Ray. I know that," he says. "She was scared of you, even before you started using her. She knew something was wrong and it scared her."
   He seems to be talking more to himself than anything. I turn around and look at Mrs.Rose. "Is she allowed visitors?" I ask. She nods. "Can I go see her?" She nods again and tells the room number.
    My hands shake as I open the door and walk in. She looks Luke just she did when I found her. Lifeless, but still alive. I sit down in the chair next to her and take her hand.
    "I want to punch someone right now," I say. "I need too stay. Your my everything and losing you would be going back to how I was. I love you and can't let you go. Take all the time you need, just as long as you stay alive."
    ×××××××
          Two weeks later
    The hospital door opens and her parents walk in. I must look like a ghost since I hardly sleep at hone. The doctors say that she's getting better for the most part; that if she does wake up, she'll be weak.
    I kiss the deep scar on her wrist, squeezing my eyes shut. "Have you slept?" Mrs.Rose asks me. I shake my head. Mr.Rose still doesn't talk to me and gives me odd looks whenever he gets the chance. You would think that saving his daughter would make him like me.
    I feel a very small squeeze on my hand. Looking at Cata again, her eyelids twitch. Her parents rush over and look at their daughter. Her eyes slowly open as she takes in a shakey breath.
     "Oh sweety," her mom gasps as she leans down and hugs her daughter. Cata looks up at her dad as if in confusion. Mrs.Rose steps away and examines her daughter.
    "What-why am I not dead?" Cata says to herself, looking at her wrist. Her eyed trail to me. "I'm sorry," she says. I shake my head.
    "Its okay. I couldn't let you go," I tell her. She let's tears fall.
    "I wanted to though. I wanted the pain to stop," she tells. "You should have let me go-"
    "You know I won't allow you to do that. I love you too much." She squeezes my hand again and looks back at her parents.
    "Do you know?" She asks them.
    "Tori and James explains what happened. I'm so sorry that happened to you."
    ××××××
      The feeling of something making circles on my hand wakes me. This time I don't wake with anxiety, but with relief. "Hey," she says, her voice scratchy.
    "Hey." I sit up and study her. Her skin color is coming back slowly.
    "I don't remember falling asleep," she says. When I look into her eyes I can see that she's not happy. "I wish you hadn't saved me," she says. At least she's being honest.
    "I couldn't let you die," I say. "At least not like that. Things will get better. This feeling you have isn't going to last forever." She reaches out for my hand so I place mine in hers. That feeling I was getting disappears.
   "The pain doesn't feel like its going away anytime soon. My parents giving me mad looks doesn't help. I get why they are upset with me, but I didn't see another way out." I kiss her hand and move closer to her.
    "That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt," I tell her. She grins.
    "The Fault In Our Stars," she says. She lives ever the best she can and looks at me "Will you lay down with me?" She asks shyly. I stand and get in the bed with her. She rests her head on my chest and sighs. Even if her and I aren't together, that doesn't stop me from being, deeply, madly in love with her.

an: She's alive. If you guys are in the clique and know what's going on with everything, what do you guys think? Comment hat you think will happen and something and a side of him or her you want to see!! Share! Stay alive |-/                   -Veah