bts angst,, book one ✓

Jungkook ↬ Forgive Me. Pt.2

Y/n POV [gasps dramatically]

"I'm sorry...It should be me instead!! Why.."

Here I am..sobbing in front of Jungkooks grave..

"It should be me that's inside the-"

"Y/n.."

I turned my head around my hair on my face.

"J..jungkook?!" I exclaimed.

Flashback~~~

"WE'RE LOSING HER!!!!!!!" The surgeon said.

"WE NEED MORE BLOOD!"

One of the nurse went outside.

"Sir, Do you have a blood type A?"

"Ne ne!" He said quickly.

"We need some blood sir or else your wife will pass.." The nurse said.

While taking blood~

"Miss..when she wakes up.. Tell her i'm gone... Dead.. I don't want to be a burden and i also don't want her to get her hopes up again.."

"Okay sir. Thank you, and I will tell her that.." She said softly.

When Y/n wakes up~

"Where is Jungkook-ah??" She asked weakly..

"He's gone miss.." The nurse said.

Y/n sobbed..she was shocked...

Flashback end~

"Y/n-ah!" Jungkook hugged her.

Y/n was frozen in shock..

"Y/n! I'm sorry..I didn't mean to leave you.. I had to.. I'm sorry I'm sorry..."

"I love you.." Y/n said bringing her hands up hugging Jungkook back..

"I-i.. L.."

"I won't force you.. You know how much I cried because of you? Why do you keep acting like you love me? Why do you care for me?"

"I wish that I died...I HATE YOU!! YOU SHOULD'VE LET ME DIE!! I'M TIRED OF TRYING!!! TRYING TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME!" She sobbed hitting his chest.

"PLEASE!!! Forgive me.." He said..

Y/n shook her head..

Y/n was shocked..

"If you don't love me, let me go.." She spoke. [IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO]

I love you y/n.. But i'm afraid that you'll get hurt.Again. She's back.. Jungkook thought..

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Lol soo..

Pretending that she cut herself so blood thing would make sense lolol.