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Jin ↬ Lollipop Pt.3

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|Week After The Wedding|Jin p.o.v|

I wonder how Y/N is doing right now. I haven't seen or talked to her ever since the wedding. She is not even answering my texts and whenever I try to call her it would always be out if reach...

Y/N-ah where are you?

"Please wear your seat belt sir we are about to take off," The flight attendant said interrupting my thoughts.

"Huh? Oh! Sorry." I quickly out on my seat belt and the flight attendant left.

Someone tapped my left shoulder making me look at her.

"Jin-ah are you ok? You seem to zone out a lot ever since we boarded the plane." Suhyun said with a worried tone.

"I'm ok it's nothing really." I replied.

"You sure?" She asked. I just nodded and she then continued to look out the window.

"This is your pilot speaking we are now taking off please stay seated the flight would take about 5-6 hours to get to your destination. If ever you have questions please ask the closest flight attendants to you. Thank you for choosing Air Bangtan and I hope you enjoy the flight." Said the Pilot through the speakers.

|5 Hours Later|

I was watching the news through the T.V since we were in first class we had the seats that had channels from Korea.

"A body of a young lady was found washed up in the shore by people visiting Haeundae Beach located in Busan. According to the police the girl's name is Y/N Y/L/N and also that she took her own life last Monday and her body has now been sent to xxxxxx hospital and also her belongings have been given to the xxxxxx police station."

I gasped and tears started to fill my eyes.

"Y-Y/N?!" I whispered. But Suhyun heard and looked at me worriedly.

Tears continued to fall down my cheeks.

Y/N's dead.... the love of my life is.....

dead..........

That's why she wasn't answering my calls my texts...

WHY?!

Why did she have to die?!

It should've been me.....

Y/N-ah why did you leave me alone in this world?!

I started to breath heavily while crying and Suhyun quickly asked the flight attendant for some water.

Later on the flight attendant arrived with a cup of water and Suhyun took it and gave it to me.

I took the cup and drank it in one gulp.

I was still crying. Suhyun kept asking what happened but I kept ignoring her and just kept crying and crying.

Finally I stopped and Suhyun asked me again if I was ok.I nodded hesitantly and she asked why I was crying then I told her the story of what happened.

After telling her what happened she pulled me into a tight hug and whispered its ok. Then I bursted into tears again.

She pulled away wiping my tears and her tears.

"Let's go back to Korea when we arrive at the airport,ok?" She said.

I just nodded and smiled a little at her.

|Time Skippppppp|

We arrived back to Korea and went to the hospital where Y/N has been taken to.

There she was the love of my life lying on the death bed. Her eyes closed permanently. She was very pale.

I walked over to her and tears starting to fill my eyes again.

I touched her cold pale hands looking at her lifeless face.

"Why did you do that? Why did you take tour own life because of me?! I promised you I'm going to find an asnwer to our problems. Why didn't you wait for me?!" I shouted while my voice cracked a couple times.

I left the hospital with red puffy eyes and went to the police station where her stuff was taken to.

"Uh.. excuse me I heard that my...... *sigh*friend's stuff has been taken here.. may I please take them?" I said to the person in the front desk.

"What is the name of your friend?" The police officer asked.

"Y/N, Y/N Y/L/N." I said.

"Oh the girl who was found dead by the shore?"

I nodded.

"I'm sorry for your lost sir I'll go get her stuff now."

"Thank you"

After I got Y/N's Stuff I went inside my car and looked at the bag with her stuff.

A letter was inside and it had "To Jin" on it so I took it out confused.

|Letter|

Dear Jin,

       Hi this is Y/N. Uhh.. thank you for everything you did for me for accepting me for who I am. Always remember that I will always be by your side and watch you from above. Thank you once again I enjoyed my life in Earth because of you. I hope you have a happy life with Suhyun unnie! Also I didn't take my life because of you so don't blame yourself... I took my own life because I felt like I don't belong in this world anymore.... Anyways
I'm gonna miss you I LOVE YOU!

                                                           Love,
                                                           Y/N.

I LOVE YOU too Y/N.

I'll always remember you and think about you every single day.

Thank you for loving me sincerely.

I'm gonna miss you too.....

                                  The End.

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Well... that was long. Heres your pt.3 of lollipop I hope you guys liked it. Thank you for reading! Sorry for any mistakes in the story. Also I'm thinking about making a horror love story book in Maknaeroni and the it's for Jungkook what do you guys think should I???
Until next time baiiii!
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