bts angst,, book one ✓

Yoongi ↬ Don't sleep

Andy looked at Yoongi eating his bibimbap. She had bought him bibimbap since he was hungry and didn't like the hospital food.

"Andy jagi~ Do you what some? You've been staring at my food for a long time now" He chuckled

[]Andy pov[]

I smiled at how Yoongi endured the pain. He was suffering from stage 4 lukemia and is in the verge of dying. I took his hand and squeezed it

"Yoongi.. Promise me you will always wake up when you sleep"

"of course Andy! I promise I would always wake up!"

I smiled at the sight of his gummy smile. it's ok Andy! He promised he would always wake up! cheer up!

-Andy bday-

TOday was my 23 birthday, and also Yoongi and I 3 anniversary. I buy chocolate cake and japchae for Yoongi and I to eat. I also bought him a neck pillow. he would love this! I enter the hospital and head to Yoongis room.. only to see an empty neat bed. Did they move him?

A nurse passes by so I ask her where Yoongi was

"Ma'am.. he died this morning.. It was so sudden the doctors couldn't save him"

I dropped everything i was holding

"ma'am?" the nurse said in panic

NO.. it couldn't be.. Yoongi promised... salty tears fell down my little face as I fell on my knees

"W-where is he.."

"What did you say ma'am?"

"I SAID WHERE THE FUCK IS MY HUSBAND?!" I screamed making people look at me

"F-follow me please"

She scurrieed to a dark room around the corner and opened the door.

I walked inside slowly afraid of the sight I would see.
there layer Yoongi.... dead on the bed

"Y-Yoongi" I sobbed running up to his dead body and hugging him
"Wake up! wake up!wake up! W-wa-"I sobbed even more realizing he would never wake up
"y-Y-You promised me Yoongi... y-you s-s-said you would wake u-up"I cried hugging Yoongi dead body. his face looked so peaceful and happy. I smiled sadly.
"Yoongi please tell me t-This is a dream.. Please please!"

-burial-

I looked at the handsome face of Yoongi.. This was probably the last time I would see him..

"Yoongi... You said you would wake up... You promised me.. why did you leave me? I-its ok though.. at least now you're not in pain anymore.. your ok now... Always be careful up there Ok? And protect me! Ha.. h-" I couldn't take it anymore.. I broke in to tears as I hugged the coffin as tight as possible. "be careful up there y-Yoongi I love you"

My mother and father hugged me from behind as yoongis parents came and hugged me too while I sobbed.. I couldn't watch them burry my love. It was too hard.

"Y-Yoongi!Jagi.... "

-1 week after-

it still hurtled to lose someone you loved dearly. YOongi parents, my parents and I loved Yoongi very much.
I set the flowers on his grave.
" Yoongsss how is it up there? Don't fall in love with another girl up there ok? Heh.. is it nice there? Or maybe you're a rock like you wanted to be haha..."I wiped my tears. " ah.. don't be sad ok? We're ok here so you don't have to worry about anything!"I smiled with small droplets falling.. "jagi... promise me.. you will always wait for me there ok? A no matter how long it will take...I Love you Jagi!"

I love you too