bts angst,, book one ✓

Namjoon ↬ My Spring

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I miss you.

I know that those simple words can't help my longing for you.

Honestly, everything reminds me of you, from your favourite colour to your favourite song.

I knew you the most.

I knew...

Why must fate be like this?

It's like we were never meant to be.

I've tried to talk to you. But you were like a stranger to me. 

A stranger that I once knew.

I hate how things are between us. It makes me want to melt like snowflakes do when they touch warm fingers.

My heart is here, healthy, but cold.

You left me alone.

You left me to suffer in this never ending winter.

It's slowly killing me.

I hate you for that.

But I want to see you...

So much so that I would go to the other side of the earth for you.

I want to put an end to this cold feeling.

How long must I to wait for you, my friend?

"Good afternoon, please take a seat"

Namjoon entered the doctor's office with evident nervousness. The doctor chuckled lightly as Namjoon almost destroyed everything in the room because of his clumsiness.

"Is this your first time having an interview?"

Namjoon nodded.

"I understand. Alright. Let's get started. So what's your full name?"

"My name is Kim NamJoon"

"Your age?"

"25 years old."

A few more questions later...

"All right Mr. Kim, I want you to answer this important question of mine."

"Yes? Please go ahead."

"Why do you want to be a doctor?"

NamJoon smiled and said, "Well doctor. You're in for one hell of a story."

NamJoon POV

My first day of middle school