bts angst,, book one ✓

Yoongi~Temporary

"Yoongi-ah..what if i go blind forever" i held his cold hands.

"you won't, you have me. Plus, the doctor said it might be temporary!" he tried cheering me up.

I can't see anything..I can't see Yoongi, mom, dad..

I'm blind..

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"I'll get going now! Remember, if you need anything, call me! Swipe left or right if its Taehyung -your medicines is beside your bed! bye!" I heard him close the door, meaning he left.

"love you.." i whispered. He doesn't say 'love you' or 'i love you' anymore..

-Beep-

It's time for my medicine..Where was it again? Aish.. oh, beside my bed..

"medicine!!" I took my stick and started to walk slowly. I don't really know where i'm going..

I felt something hard on the floor and before i could stop, i tripped. I let go of my stick and i heard it roll somewhere.

"m-my stick..." I was going to call my friend for help, but i didn't know where i put my phone.

I was still on the floor. Hopeless.. I stood up hands out so i know where i would go. I took a step and flinched. My foot hurts..

I lowered my hands reaching for my feet when I felt something hot, liquid..Blood?

"O-oow..." i cried.

"missing a day without medicines would be fine..right?" i asked myself sitting down and leaning againts the wall that i felt behind me.

*COUGH* *COUGH*

I..i will wait for Yoongi..I'm sure he'll be back soon.

8 HOURS LATER__

Where is he..Did he forget? I thought he'll be back..I don't even know what time it is already..

I tried getting up when the door opened.

"y/n! Are you okay?" my friend, Taehyung helped me.

"There's blood everywhere! What happend to you? Where's Yoongi- Hyung?!" Oh no.. he's mad.

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"you could've called me!" He shouted. The wood from the floor was unattached..That caused my feet to bleed.

"I didn't know where i put my phone.." i softly said. I could feel him bandaging my foot.

He sighed, " your phone is in your bed- Wait, did you take your medicines?" he asked.

"That is what i was trying to do.."

"y/n! It's almost midnight! You will get worse! Don't you want to see me? Yoongi hyung? Oh, and why isn't he back yet?" he reminded.

"Midnight? He should've been here hours ago.." i mumbled.

"i'll stay with you until he gets back and here, your medicine." He drop a few eye drops and made me drink the medicine.

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"Your girlfriend almost didn't take her medicine, her feet was bleeding..She hasn't eaten..DUDE! You're her boyfriend! I trust you with her. And i know what you're doing. Break up with her if you love somebody else. She doesn't deserve you. She deserves better." i was woken up with their whispering.

"Shut up. I'm tired and don't go here again." Yoongi said.

Love somebody else? Is he..No.. He can't..

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3 MONTHS LATER_

"taehyung-ah..you can go."

"no! I'm staying.." he refused.

"I'm okay..i took my medicine and i already ate. Can you also turn on the radie before you leave?" i simply asked him.

"okay.. Here your phone. Call when there's a problem, okay? DON'T GO OUTSIDE."

"ne.."

The door closed leaving me alone.

Yoongi is always busy, Taehyung always takes care of me. Yoongi and I are getting distant..What's happening..

the radio played Through the night by IU.

'How did someone like you come to me?
If only we could be together right now
How nice would it be

Like the words written in the sand
Where the waves are
I'm afraid you'll disappear
So I always miss you..'

I grabbed my stick and bag that was beside my stick, and headed out.

I hear kids singing and laughing..i missed this. I haven't been out since i got blind..

I did feel lonely..I wish i could see Yoongi's face..Walk with him like every couple..hand to hand.

Suddenly, light spots is what i saw. Every second it became clear..

I..could see again..

"oh my g..god.." I smiled in happiness tears forming.

I walked happily, not using my stick.

I walked until i reach the cross walk. The lights turned read and i crossed..Smiling..but halfway through, i was greeted with yoongi.. isn't he supposed to be at work?

"YOONGI!" i waved my hands. He turned his body around me eye widened.

His arms was around another girl..My hands dropped down beside me, my smile turned into a frown. Tears fall.

"Y/N LOOK OUT!"

I turned my head and the light was green.

A car was approaching but i don't think the driver could see me..

I turned my head back facing Yoongi. He doesn't have his arms around the girl anymore. Too late..

I looked at him weakly and disappointment.

Soon, the car hit me.

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I opened my eyes and saw a white ceiling..

"y/n! Live.. Atleast for me.." Taehyung?

"i'm sorry..i'm sorry.. Live..i don't care if you break up with me..JUST LIVE.." Yoongi?

I closed my eyes..Sleeping forever..

I was temporarily blind.

I was temporarily loved.

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-Awkwardkookie