bts angst,, book one ✓

Hoseok- Ugly

-Y/n-

"STOP LYING YOU HIDEOUS MONSTER!" Hoseok screamed at me 

They had been in an accident causing the left half of  my face burnt and Hoseok loosing his memories

" but baby.. I'm not lying! I'm you're fiance!" i begged holding Hoseok's hand, but he slapped it away.

He had awoken and wouldn't believe I was his Fiance.. because of how i looked

" Oh shut up slut! I would never propose to such a hideous, ugly monster like you!" He  screamed making me flinch

" baby! please! you don't know what you're saying!" i said trying to hug him, but instead he slapped me, causing me to fall down and shriek.  

He apparently slapped me where my burnt face was, which stung because it was still fresh

Scoffing he muttered a quick " You deserved that bitch" as I stood up with my face looking like niagra falls

"I'm.. g-going.. Hoseok baby.. please remember me!" i said sobbing 

I walked out the room, bumping into Hoseok's mom. She smirked at how i was crying. Why wouldn't she? She hated me anyways.

I entered a taxi, and payed him telling him to go to my house. I could clearly see disgust in his eyes.... Am i that ugly?

As I reached home, I said thanks to the driver, but her hesitated no time before leaving rudely

I enter my parents house as my dad came.  He smelled of alcohol and mom was probably working. 

" You lil' shit! I told you not to go to that snobby Hoseok guy!To how you look, i doubt he'll even accept you!" he sneered pushing his way through to get to the couch.

I wiped my butter tears and ran to my bedroom

My dad might be alcoholic, but i knew he loved me.. he just didn't show it.

He was right..Hoseok would never love me with this horrid face.

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//a week later//

I held the bag of food i was holding tightly as I made my way to Hoseok's mansion

i rang the doorbell, hoping to see Hoseok's handsome face.

"look security man! I fucking told you! if theres any gifts for me and hoseok's upcoming wedding, LEAVE. THEM. AT. THE. GARAGEEE!"

the door opened.. revealing.......... LIA?

Lia.. she was my bestest friend.. I had lost connection with her after the accident ( a month ago)

She gasped as she saw me " y-y/n?" 

"LIA... wha-what wedding?"

I took her shoulders and shook her, but apparently, Hoseok saw me and pushed me away.

"yeah! I'm getting married to Lia this sunday! you got a problem hoe?"

I wanted to protest. To scream. to shout. to punch.

but.. i couldn't.  I dropped the bag of food as I ran away.. tears filling my eyes

I hate you hoseok

i hate you Lia

"I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL"

I crossed the street to the edge of the road, viewing the water

"It's not like anything will change if i die right?"

I smiled and climbed the edge

bye.