BMC Boyf Riends One Shots

Kill Me Now

"I want to die, I heard there's a chance at an after life."

Pastel!Michael and Punk!Jeremy(oh the irony)

TW: suicidal thoughts, talking about abusive exes, talk about exes who cheated, umm...emotional crap, and swearing

Enjoy

Jeremy Heere and Michael Mell were roommates. That much need not be said. However they didn't really talk much.

See, Michael was what most of his friends, which wasn't a lot, called a "pastel" while Jeremy was a "punk."

The thing is, they're roommates. Ironic right? Yes it's very ironic.

Well it WAS ironic. Until...well that's what this little story is about.

Jeremy had had three girlfriends and one boyfriend. The first ended up coming out as lesbian to him and said they'd be better as friends. He was okay with that.

The second one was cheating on him with at least three people. A girl named Madilyn, a guy named Jake(who Jeremy knew well), and an unknown third.

The third one was the unknown third. Jeremy'd come home to see her in bed with the second ex and from that moment on he refused to have a girlfriend ever again.

The boyfriend...he didn't want to talk about...or remember

He refused to date all together. Until he got to college and got his roommate.

Most wouldn't know about this story, Jeremy just shrugged it off as romance being overrated and left it at that. But that was a lie. It tore him up inside...he'd lost two people to cheating...he'd lost two people to each other for goodness sake.

But...He wanted to believe that if he tried to get with Michael, he could. That Michael wouldn't cheat on him...

Michael had been single his whole life. It was also hard finding a boyfriend when almost every male you knew never talked to you...or your only friends are girls.

That was Michael. He had one friend. Jeremy's first ex, Christine Canigula. And she knew how much he loved Jeremy. Of course, that meant her girlfriend, Jenna Rolan, knew as well.

"You can't tell anybody Jenna...Please I beg Jeremy can't find out or else he'll live the room and I'll be alone again just...don't tell anyone." Michael begged and Jenna nodded, scrolling through Tumblr notifications.

"I won't Mell don't worry. If I did, Christine would've already told him that it was nothing. Right babe?" Jenna kissed Christine's cheek and the shorter female giggled in response.

"Yep. Besides Jeremy likes Michael back....I wasn't supposed to tell you that for-forgetIsaidanythingatall!!" She ran out of the room, Jenna chasing after her.

Michael blinked before processing what just happened...then he turned blood red and covered his face, squealing like a girl.

Jeremy Heere liked him back. Jeremy liked him at all! He could've swore Jeremy never wanted to talk to him from how he acted but no. He liked him back...miracle.

Jeremy was sitting alone in his and Michael's room when the pastel boy made his way in.

"Okay Michael. Don't screw this up...You know he doesn't like talking about love. Just...Just calm down."

"Hey Jeremy?" Michael spoke softly, getting the taller male's (yay smol Micha)attention.

"Hmm?"

"Umm, so I know you're...you don't like talking about romance and all that but I...I really need some advice." Michael wasn't lying, just...hiding some truth.