Short Poems

You Don't Know...

You know,
I love you with my whole damn heart,
But that doesn't excuse
Everything
I've done...

You know,
I care about you,
And the whole damn world.

You know my heart was reserved,
But people want what isn't there's...
I'm so sorry.

You know,
That I don't know who I am...

You know,
I'm frightened of the world...

But you don't know my past.
I play people.
I hurt people.
I use them because I don't want them to use me first.
When they do use me...
I let it slip,
Cause I believe it's my karma.

You don't know
That I cut my flesh.

You don't know,
I'm depressed,
I abuse pills.
Probably killing my kidneys.

You don't know,
I used to do things,
To make others cry.
I used to hurt people around me.

You don't know,
I'm a better lier then you think.

You don't know,
I'm mother of destruction.

You don't know,
I cheated on a boyfriend with another
Last year.

You don't know,
I don't know how to say no.

You don't know,
Me...

Because,
I don't know me...