Short Poems

Hold On 3-27-18

I remember,
Rushing to the ambulance,
I remember the tears.
All I could think of was you...

In my brain,
I wanted you to be there,
But how can you be here for me,
When you live in another state?

Just hold on...
That's what I had to tell myself.
I tell myself,
You'll come back...
But,
Will you really?

I know I am a complicated creature...
Now I lock myself in my loneliness,
And I cut myself mentally and physically.
But,
If you were here,
Would you tell me hold on?

Or would you just be caught up in yourself?
I just want someone to want me.
I just want some to care,
And hold me,
When I'm ready to give up.
Give me someone who will sleep next to me,
Just to fight my demons away.

But fuck,
All I get,
Is a broken heart
And loneliness.