Screaming and crying in this dark room,
I mourn your name.
How the hell,
Did I let my mind think this was going to end differently?
Why did I let myself fall hard for you knowing that I was going to lose you anyways?
I always lose the ones I hold closest.
The drama,
The bullshit...
It wasn't even between us,
It between the family...
Immature adults,
Acting like adolescents.
Bickering and arguing like babes.
The frustration in my voice,
The angry tears,
Don't even show the tip of the ice berg when It comes to how I feel.
How the hell am I going to survive after I surrendered my soul to you?
I told you I loved you and nothing would change that.
I can't just get up and leave because I know you're going to hurt.
I've always backed out cause the pain.
I've never wanted to be the reason why you hurt.
I cant stand the fact you're driven to drink
Because of my actions.
I can't stand the fact,
I can't hold you and make it all go away.
I'm supposed to make life easier to deal with,
Not make it harder.
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Short Poems
PoetryWritten: October 23, 2017 By: Jessica Thompson Short poems put together through time December 19, 2016 to current days. So please enjoy, they are my thoughts, and feelings, and everything.
