Looking to the sky,
I cried.
Wishing for the it to swallow me up.
Feeling the tears of the sky fall upon my face,
I embarrassed the dark.
It wrapped around me as the wind started to pick up.
Whipping through my hair,
Teasing it into knots.
What's love?
I sob to myself,
Knowing no one was going to answer.
Yet..
I was at peace with the pain.
I had known far worse...
I had loved before,
And I had been devastated before.
So this pain...
Wasn't new.
Insanity coursed through my veins,
Wanting to be let out.
Wanting to get blood thirsty,
But myself will had become stronger.
Pushing down the howling wolf,
I wiped my tears and walked a long,
Black road...
Leading to nowhere.
Feeling lost,
Like the puppy dog people see me as,
I whimpered,
Searching for the love...
That wasn't meant to be mine,
Again.
Disappointment,
Now has become a thing,
I had to learn to accept.
I had to realize,
No one is perfect..
We all have similar demons.
But,
We can't just give into them.
No matter how much you trust someone,
There is always a chance that they will let you down....
Pain,
Helps define us.
It took me...
Years
And trials at love...
So far,
All have failed...
But...
I can't give up.
In the dark sky,
Clouds played hide and seek with the stars,
As I watched.
Every pattern formed, was different than before.
Knowing,
I was going to change slowly,
And grow...
I accepted all my emotions.
Because,
I know..
I will be okay.
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Short Poems
PoesiaWritten: October 23, 2017 By: Jessica Thompson Short poems put together through time December 19, 2016 to current days. So please enjoy, they are my thoughts, and feelings, and everything.
