Short Poems

5-5-18

I'm tired of the drama,
I'm tired of worrying,
I'm tired,
Of being the one
They call on.

Am I supposed to drop everything?
And let them enslave me?
Am I supposed to just let them
Push my heart around?
Just cause I have a huge heart?
I doubt it.

In my brain,
If someone says I don't want to be apart of your future,
Then I don't need that person in my life,
I don't want that negativity.

We all lie,
But my lies always contain truth.
I'm not a con or a fake,
I put my heart out there,
Just to get it back...
As if it wasn't wanted.
Making me feel like you only used me
To caress you.
So I don't need you in my life.

Sometimes,
We say things we regret,
But that doesn't mean
It didn't hurt the other person.
You can't just take things back...
I should know.

There's only a certain amount of times
Someone will let you in,
Just so you can break them.
But when you pull their last string...
You are no more welcome...
Then you realize,
You needed them,
How complete you were with them.
But that's life.
We do things,
And wish we didn't,
Or don't do things and wish we did.
Humans are fickle.
Never knowing what to do or say.