Looking back at my life...
It has been short,
But not sweet.You left,
Or my mother took us kids away
From you.it either way...
I missed out on having a father,
And it sucksMother met another man,
Or should I say,
A few men?They raised me...
One was a jerk to mother
And taught me to hate her.The other...
Taught me to hate myself,
And how to bottle myself up.Both men
Were teaching me
Negative thingsAnd you were gone,
Always out of touch.Then you decide
To come visit me...
But then leave...And there was this one guy...
He was perfect,
Fit our lives so well...It pains me to say,
I miss him,
More then anyone in the world of dad's....He was funny, smart, sweet, and wise...
He had gone through shit,
And understood...We could sit up all night
And talk about our problems,
Our thoughts on things....But,
He disappeared.
Didn't even say good byeHe hurt me...
Pushed me away...
Blamed meSaid I changed,
When i was recovering
And time in my life.Getting used to being diabetic...
Getting used to
Dealing with the fear of needlesGetting used to being different,
And looked at differently...
Going into Tenth grade diabeticI was frightened
And needed him the most...
But he left...It still hurts to hear his voice
When mother talks to him...
Or when he remarks to what I say.It hurts so much...
Don't put people through that...
Where are you now?

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Short Poems
PoetryWritten: October 23, 2017 By: Jessica Thompson Short poems put together through time December 19, 2016 to current days. So please enjoy, they are my thoughts, and feelings, and everything.