Short Poems

Broke Heart 2-20-19

I gave you my heart.
And you literally,
Threw it away.
Just for a female,
You swore you didn't like.
You said you'd wait forever,
Yet I guess forever ran out.
Merrily two weeks,
And your forever is spent.
Stumble upon his messages to her,
Seeing all the crap.
Seeing how she flaunt her body at him,
And he took the bait.
He sends he,
One,
Two,
Three,
And four
Photos of the body,
Promised to you only.
His body,
Displayed...
Across her screen.
She talks about him doing her,
And how much she wants him.
He speaks up and says he want it to,
Your heart just fell from the hallowed cavity...
And she feasts upon it...
Your crying and sobbing,
Unheard...
Her moaning and his sighing,
Fill your empty chest,
And you feel the loss is so great,
You gave him your heart,
And he lied upon the lips you loved.
He lied through the familiar voice you knew,
Your world...
Tumbled to the ground in a giant crash,
And all your insides fell out,
And painted the surroundings with the innocent blood.
He swore...
And swore...
And lied.

Feel the empty cavity...
Look upon it in disbelief...
you thought he was real...
He was a fake.
he was a fraud who stole your unsuspecting heart,
And fed upon it.
Using you in his chess game,
Being selfish and destroyed you.
How could he do this...
He swore you were his world...
You weren't even a grain of sand to him in his desert...
He saw you as mud...
Not as the pearl that you were.
He looked upon a slug,
And called it a beautiful butterfly.
You had to watch him embrace her,
As if she was royalty...
And then you look to yourself and realize...
You will never be what he wanted.

One,
Two,
Three,
A Dozen,
Cuts go up and down your leg.
You keep cutting just cause then you at least feel pain...
Go numb...
Stop loving people...
All you get is hurt..
All you will ever get it hurt.
Don't count the cuts,
You'll only disappoint yourself.
Become your demons seducer...
Love only your demons,
They may torment you,
But at least they won't leave you or use you
Like he did.
Embrace the knife or blade,
Cause even though it hurts,
It sings the sweetest melody.

Stoop over the toilet,
And make yourself throw up,
So you feel empty,
Like you are Now.
Smile and go to school,
Act like you're fine.
Don't bat an eye and keep walking.
Fade away.
Cause if you fade now...
No one will notice when you die.