Short Poems

He Didn't Just Kiss Me... 8-31-18

I remember,
Every second,
Of every minute.
The few hours,
That it took.
Driving
Me
To
Insanity.

The breathing
On my neck.
The biting of flesh.
The kiss...
Never have I ever been touched
That way.
Never have I felt so much passion...
It is wrong,
That it happened.
And it's bad that I want it to happen again.
It's bad that,
I crave for him.
And that I always want to see him.
For he,
Is
Not
Mine
To
Want

His eyes...
His lips...
His teeth...
His hands...
Hands around my hips,
Holding me close...
Never been held this way...
I love it,
Yet hate myself.

I shouldn't want him,
But I do....
After tasting his lips...
He has put this spell on me...
Maybe
It
Is
Because,
He
Is
A
Fuck
Boy...

But I want him sooooo bad.
Its not good,
But the heart wants to be broken I guess.
And I shouldn't feel this way,
Because I have a boyfriend...
But...
You can't control things.
I didn't kiss him,
He kissed me...
And I kissed back...
And I liked it...
He went down...
And I didn't fight it...
I actually liked it...
And I shouldn't have...
I am a bad person...

His words,
Hit me hard,
And I enjoyed it...
I don't know if this means I cheated...
But,
He knew how and where to touch.
Where to bite,
And squeeze...
I wanted to go farther...
I was losing control,
And I didn't tell him a thing.
I held back the moans,
Trying not to encourage him.
I remember,
Laying on him,
And I loved being so close...
But I know...
He doesn't love me...
God,
I crave his touch still.

He didn't just kiss me,
And I miss him so much...
...I just don't want to be,
Friends with benefits...
I don't do that kind of shit....