Short Poems

I Want You To Know

Hey,
It's me...
Again....
Just the usual,
You know what I mean?
Haha,
Do you ever think about the pain?
I know I do...
Do you ever feel the worry?
Cause...
Funny thing,
I do.
I wonder,
Do you think of me as much as I do of you?
I just wanted you to know...
I care so much,
And I'm so scared.
I know we both are insecure,
But we can do this.
I just pray...
That you never go.
I hate when you go.
It's like the light leaves my day.
The sun fades into an abyss of darkness.
Then,
I start falling into a deep depression.
Lost,
Unable to find my way.
But,
When you reappear,
The abyss,
Turns into this bright area.
I can actually see where I'm going.
Clear skies fill my mind.
But then,
I fall.
And I get hurt.
I look up,
And I see no one...
Or that's how it used to be.
Now...
I look up,
And I just see you,
With your arms open wide.
Ready to embrace me.
God,
I miss you so much.
Everything about you.
Even just for a little while...
I miss you more and more.
I don't know if this is healthy,
Or if it's a good or bad thing.
I don't know if you feel the same way.
What would happen if I disappeared?
What if I'm dragged away?
What if you lose your feelings for me?
What if...
I'm not what you want?
But what if....
I am the one you want?
What If I am the one who makes you happy?
What if you do want to spend forever with me,
Even when I get really sad or upset.
I'm so sorry...
I just want you to know,
I love you.
I'm just,
I don't know.
I'm so lost and stuff.
I just care.