*Lucys POV*
"Lucy?" Sirius said in a soft voice. I stayed silent. "Lucy?" He said once more. I heard his footsteps and quickly shut my eyes close. "Lucy?" I knew he had seen me because he sighed and sat down, and started to stroke my hair, making me actually go to sleep.
"Do we ask her anything?" James said, "She went through a lot James," said an annoyed Sirius. "We would we ask her anything?" Remus suddenly said, "After that, I bet she doesn't want to remember any of that." "You're right," I said making them jump.
"Merlin, you almost gave me a heart attack Lucy," Sirius said, "Were you eavesdropping all the time?" Remus asked me, "First of all, I wasn't eavesdropping, I happened to wake when you three were talking about it, second of all, no I didn't hear all of it."
"Thank god," Remus said. He said that he needed to go to the library and James went along with him, leaving me with Sirius.
I sat up and he leaned onto my shoulder, "I'm so sorry Lucy, I'm so sorry, I'll never forgive myself," he said, starting to cry. "It's ok Sirius, it's ok." I said trying to comfort him. "Not it's not! Goddamn it Lucy, how could you say that that's ok?"
I made him look at me, cupped his head with my hands, and told him, "There's nothing more I want than for you, to stop trying to blame yourself, because it wasn't your fault."
He started to cry even more, and started apologizing. "You never deserved that, you don't deserve me, I'm so sorry," he kept ranting,
"Sirius," I said softly. "Sirius," "Sirius listen to me!" He stopped saying whatever he was saying and with puffy eyes, he looked at me. I leaned in and kissed him. "I've been wanting to do that since forever." I said. Sirius looked down and apologized for the last time. "It's ok, I'm ok now." I said holding him in my arms.
"I'm so sorry."
And I'm sorry for being in your life, Sirius Black.
A/N: Sorry for it being so short. I had no ideas left sooo yeah.

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