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DISCLAIMER::: THE TOPIC OF ABORTION IS TALKED ABOUT VERY LOOSELY. So if you're sensitive about it then read at your own risk. Also, this book is a three part s...
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Gia got me all fucked up with what she told me. I had to leave for a bit to get my head right. Still can't believe she had an abortion and didn't tell me. I mean if we are in a relationship I feel like she has to tell me these things.
I'm trying to be forgiving here but I don't think I could. She did the one thing I stopped her from doing with Ryan.
When I got back to the cabin, she was sitting by the fire place listening to music. I stood there trying to think of way to start the conversation. "Gia?".
"Oh what? Now you want to talk?. It's always when you feel like talking we discuss shit" she said.
"Listen I don't want to fight but can we just talk like human beings?" I asked. She rolled her eyes and turned towards me "talk". Walking over to her and taking a seat next to her "I'm sorry I got so angry before but understand where I was coming from".
"I can't understand because you didn't seem to try and understand me on why I did what I did".
Not saying anything I just stared at her. This is the only woman I know who can have me by the balls.
"I'm apologizing on my behalf. I should've listened to you about the previous baby. I'm sorry you felt like you couldn't come talk to me. That's not what a relationship should be".
"And I'm sorry I'm such an asshole sometimes. I can be very difficult to deal with but I tried to warn you when I got pregnant with Ryan".
"Refresh my memory" I said.
"Well I told you specifically that you didn't want to be with me. I would drive you crazy and we wouldn't be a good mix. And I prove my point".
"I don't mind that you drive me crazy. I've gotten used to that by now. But I just wish you would stop hiding things from me".
"Delano, I tend to not tell you things because you literally take the fun out of it. It's like asking my dad if I can go out or if I can do this or that. It shouldn't be like that. You are my significant other not my father. That's where you don't seem to get. I'm starting to thing this is more of an ownership than a relationship".
I laughed "ownership? Really?".
"Being dead serious. You have a control problem. And you were never like this. At least I've been the same old Gia from day one. Ever since Ryan was born and that whole mess with you cheating. You've been controlling with me. Like I'm the one who broke trust in our relationship".
Rubbing my hands over my face "Gia, that's far from true and you know it".
"Is it? How about the time I told you not asked you that I wanted to go visit my real father in Arizona. What did you say? Oh let's take stroll down memory lane... you said there's no need for you to take Ryan and go all the way to Arizona to see your dad. You can always FaceTime him. It's like being there with him".
"At the time ticket prices were sky high" I defended my actions.
"No, because you knew the same guy who you swore I was seeing when I took a break from you was there so you felt the need to make an excuse so I couldn't go".
"Listen, I may be a little crazy when it comes to you but it's all out of love".
"Love? No that's like having a butterfly in a jar and the lid is tightly closed. Eventually the butterfly will die".
"Your analogy is a bit crazy. Don't you think?" I asked.
"How would you like it if I was that way with you? Every time you go somewhere I have to know. Or I or a GPS in your phone to make sure you to where you said you were going. I mean I should since you was the one who cheated on me".
"Gia can we let go of the past already. Yes, I made some mistakes but you're holding me to it!" I said angrily.
"Oh so I should get over the fact you cheated on me?. Just shove it under the rug. And hope you don't do it again?".
"You know what I meant. Wait? Why are we even arguing about this. I came in here trying to smooth things over".
"Sometimes you can't always put a bandaid on a cut. It's best if it heals on its own. Instead of forcing it to close up".
"If you're insinuating that we break up. That's not happening. So don't even come with that to me. We will work out our differences however long it takes" I said.
"You know what... I guess we will be here for a long ass time. We have way too many problems to settle in a couple of days" she got up and walked out of the back. I sat there and shook my head. This didn't help at all. I might have to bring in someone to help us. Cause neither of us is listening to the other one. And Gia is just too stubborn. But whatever it takes for me to get my family back.
