Hamilton Oneshots!

Shy Boy {Sam x Hanahaki! Reader}

I haven't even written with our little sammy yet I'm upset with myself

pairing; samuel seabury x hanahaki! reader

time; modern

warnings; blood

type of oneshot; kinda sad at first but then gets fluffy

requested?; by @DaGreatMrsBonnefoy! so sorry this came out late! and also apologies if this isn't fluffy enough... hanahaki things are pretty interesting to work with

for those of you that don't remember what hanahaki is, it's a fictional disease where someone throws up flower petals in a one-sided love. if you wanna know more look for my oneshot titled "Flowers" with anthony!

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Your POV

I used to love cherry blossoms, but after throwing them up twenty-four seven, I've gotten kinda sick of them. After convincing myself my crush didn't like me, that's when it all started. It didn't help Samuel Seabury was one of the most oblivious, shyest people I knew. Yet the most adorable.

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I was feeling pretty well for most of the time after hiding out in a bathroom, but of course my peace never lasted long.

It always started with the faint flutter feeling. Like I knew it was there, and I could ignore it, but only for so long. That's what I was currently feeling.

"Hey (N/N)? You alright? You look a little pale.." John spoke, causing me to snap out of my daze. I was with all my friends in Central Park, including Sam. Alex had managed to push his ego aside and befriend him.

"Huh? Y-Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little tired is all," I answered.

Sam looked at me worriedly and it caused the feeling to start acting up. Now I couldn't ignore it as I felt the petals nearing. 'He doesn't like me. He doesn't like me. Stop getting your hopes up.'

"Do you wanna head back to your apartment? We can always do this another day," John suggested.

Reluctantly, I nodded. I just had to get some petals out of me. "Yeah. I'm sorry guys; I'm gonna head home. I can walk myself though!"

I said goodbye to all of them before turning and starting my way home, Sam's worried expression causing me to break into a run before the flowers came.

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As soon as I got into my apartment, I quickly shut the door behind me and booked it to my bathroom, kneeling over the toilet and gagging. I watched a mix of bloody blossom petals and flowers land in the toilet bowl. 

The burning sensation made hot tears start to stream down my face as more and more blossoms escaped my mouth. I finally caught a breath as I heard a soft gasp from behind me. I didn't have to turn to know it was Sam.

However, I turned anyways. I met Sam's warm brown eyes, which were filled with a mix of shock, sadness, and fearful.

"S-Samm--"

I was cut off by the strong burn sensation and jerked my head back forward. I gagged, but nothing came out. Needless to say, that confused me. 'What was going on?'

I heard Sam's timid steps come up behind me and saw out of the corner of my eye as he knelt beside me, grabbing my towel off of the sink counter. He held it out and I took it with a shaking hand.

I quickly wiped my face, setting down the towel as the situation finally sank in. My crush just literally watched me throw up the petals. Now he knew I loved someone.

"A-Are you-- no that's a s-stupid question I'm s-sorry," he managed to speak.

It was silent another moment before Sam spoke up again.

"W-Who do you like?"

I thought about just not telling him, but then just decided to be blunt and tell him straight up. "Y-You..."

Sam's cheeks turned a dark crimson. "M-Me?"

"Yes.."

"I like you t-too.."

I felt Sam's arms wrap around me quickly yet nervously and took a shaky breath. A warm, comfortable sensation started to flood through me. I watched as the blossom petals and flowers in the bowl started to shrivel up.

Then that means...

I turned my head, meeting his brown eyes. He smiled his bright, cute little smile and I found a blush start creeping onto my face. I decided to make a little move and kiss his cheek, causing his face to heat up. I laughed and he started to as well. We settled down after a moment, and I noticed his hesitancy and shyness before I felt his lips against mine.

I held in my giggles yet smiled into the kiss as I pulled Sam into a hug. The kiss only lasted a brief moment and we pulled apart, cheeks tinted a rosy shade.

"I-"

"I-"

"You first--"

"No you first--"

We spoke at the same time and broke into giggles.

"At the same time then," I said.

"Okay."

I counted down. "Three... two... one...

I love you!"

"I-I love you!" (aww we love our little seababy)

I giggled and Sam beamed as I huddled myself more in his arms. Sam readjusted his arms and I felt his head on top of mine. Everything finally felt happy. I didn't feel the petals in me anymore.

Sam may have been a shy boy, but he was also my boy.

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I like knew from the get-go I wanted to write that last sentence lMaO

sorry again DaGreatMrsBonnefoy that this came out late, but I hope you like it! I hope the rest of you like it as well!

I'll cya next oneshot~!

~ Galaxy