Hamilton Oneshots!

Monster {Philip x Jefferson! Reader}

i just listened to this song for the first time after getting this request holy sh*t i love it already

pairing; philip hamilton x jefferson! reader

time; modern

warnings; hateful words? idk

type of oneshot; lowkey angsty?

requested?; yeet. thanks 0HamiltonUnicorn0 again hope you like the oneshot babez

song used; monster by dodie

long oneshot warning lol

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Your POV

Tell me again how it hurts
Being awfully loud for an introvert

Once upon a time, Philip Hamilton was quiet, an introvert. Then things changed. He changed. He became louder. More bold. It wasn't the Philip I once knew.

Get out of my room, smile wiped clean
Isn't it weird to be so mean?

"You've changed! What's happened to you?!"

"What's happened to me? The hell happened to you?!"

"Just get the hell out! Get out of my life!"

I'm guessing I've grown horns
I guess I'm human no more
I can tell I've rotted in your brain

Needless to say, I had no clue what happened. One day, we just apparently decided to hate each other. Maybe his father's words about me being a Jefferson finally sunk in. Now it was clear to see Philip hated me. Everything about me was negative in his brain. But who was to say I wasn't at fault too?

Oh, how easily passion twists
You think I'm a crazy b*tch

I must've been the only girl Philip hated, as he seemed to like the rest of them. They were infatuated with him.

In Philip's head, I was crazy. I was insane just because I solely hated him. But I wasn't crazy; I'm not.

I craft my words to fit your head
'Cause no one listens to the dead

"Hamilton."

"Jefferson."

"I see you have your little entourage with you. Like usual."

"And? What've they done to you?"

I scoffed. "You're all dumb, brainless. A thorn in this high school's side. What did you do? Bribe the teachers to keep you here? Not even I would've taken that money and I'm broker than your father."

I could tell that little comment had pissed Philip off. Despite his father being in the government, he could've made way more. And especially after that little affair he had...

As much as Philip was an annoying b*tch to me, I would've been nice to him. But he wouldn't listen to me that way. In his eyes, I'll always be mean. The 'good (Y/N)' is long dead. And if that was how it had to be, then so be it.

So maybe I will talk to you
The only way I know how to

The only way I could actually reach out to Philip was through bad mouthing. He wouldn't talk to me any other way. But at this point, being mean was the only thing I knew how to do.