Hamilton Oneshots!

Not Over Him (PT. 1) {Alex x Reader}

this is based off a coolio two-part imagine with natewantstobattle I read recently (I honestly love that man leave me be XD)

pairing; alexander hamilton x reader

time; modern

warnings; none..?

type of oneshot; kinda sad

requested?; nope

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Your POV

I had no idea what I did, or what I had said. Was I not good enough? Was I not pretty enough, or smart enough, or helpful enough? Did I not satisfy him? I guess I didn't.

My own boyfriend didn't even want me after two years. Alexander Hamilton fell in love with another girl, Maria Lewis. I had woke up one morning and found all his things in our once shared apartment gone. I was hurt.

I knew I wasn't the same girl who had been with Alexander all those months ago, but I was trying to be. And I think I was doing a good job. I went out with friends, did the things I loved, I was pretty happy. But when I wasn't, and I put on a fake face, my friends saw right through me. Yet they always still tried to help.

I was on my couch in the living room, doodling in my sketchbook. (F/S) was playing on my TV as background noise while I worked, the main sound being the scratch of my freshly sharpened pencil and sometimes the occasional sip of my warm cup of coffee.

I finally finished my drawing, deciding to go on Instagram for a little while. I scrolled through my feed, looking at the different pictures of friends and YouTubers I watched. Some friends were out at parties, one even said she got engaged. I felt kinda sad at that, yet happy none-the-less. That's when one picture caught my eye.

It was a picture of Alexander and her. Maria. I don't know why I followed her. Maybe it was because she was my friend at some point, or because I just wanted to see the girl who stole his heart after I couldn't keep it.

miss.maria Party with the one and only❤️

tagged: nonstop.hamilton

The two were at some form of party. It was a selfie of Alexander kissing Maria's cheek and her smiling brightly at the camera. I wouldn't lie, Maria was beautiful. Maybe that's why he left me.

I shut off my phone, taking a frustrated sip of my coffee. I found something out of the corner of my eye and I put my coffee down, reaching for the slip of paper under a stack of books on the coffee table. It was the note Alexander left me. The only remainder of him I had left.

'(N/N),

I'm sorry things had to be this way. It's just... one day I loved you, and then she walked in on us. I don't even know what happened... but next thing I knew, I just couldn't do it. I can't stay here with you. I can't do it.

I hope one day you'll forgive me. A part of me will always love you.

- Alex'

I sighed, wiping away a stray tear and shoving the note back under the books.

My friends asked me why I still loved him. Yet I didn't know. Maybe it was his determination. His way with words. His smarts and his looks. I just didn't know.

While trying to control my thoughts, a knock sounded at my apartment door. "Just a minute!" I answered. I quickly dried off my teary cheeks and walked over to the door.

Upon opening it, I saw the most least expected person on the other side.

"(Y/N)..." Alexander spoke slowly.

I was stunned. "Alexander..? W-what're you.. I mean.." I couldn't even speak.

He sighed. "Your friends... they just said you weren't the same some days, blamed me for it. I wanted to check in on you."

I shifted. "It's... it's not all your fault, Alexander... I just wonder why... why so sudden..?"

He looked around a moment. "Look... (Y/N).. I'm sorry. I loved you, I really did. It's just... she happened to come around..." he started. I knew he meant Maria by 'her'. "Soon I fell for her too. I tried to fight the feeling... but... I guess as you can see..."

"Oh..." I forced back all the emotions that were bubbling. He didn't need to see.

He sighed again. "Once again, I'm so--"

"Just leave.." I spoke, cutting him off.

"(Y/N)...-"

"Just go!" I exclaimed, slamming the door.

I turned, dropping to my knees. Yet I didn't feel any tears. I felt... lighter. I finally knew why.

Why he left.

Why I apparently wasn't enough. At least for him.

I felt free. I could be over him. Let the new chapter of my life begin.

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part two to be released at some point! I know there isn't a need for a part two but the nwtb had a cool part two do yEp.

keep watch! I'll cya next guys oneshot~!

~ Galaxy