santohyung (ao3)
Jungkook doesn't like Sharing what's his. Taehyung has always paid him more attention but now he's an adult and hangs out with Jimin more often. And fuck, Jungkook never thought Hoseok would tell everyone about his secret diary.
[Or: Where Jungkook wants Taehyung all to himself]
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Jungkook was only fifteen when he joined Bangtan Sonyeondan. He was also fifteen when he first met Kim Taehyung.
At first, Jungkook kept his distance from the hyung, but as time went on he started to get closer. It's not that he didn't like him at first, it was just that he wasn't used to such attention. Taehyung became his best friend and also kind of became his "big brother".
Taehyung used to pay all of his attention on Jungkook, teaching him to play games, teaching him random life lessons, helping him become more open, etc. They would play video games together, and sometimes played Hide and Seek with Jimin as well (even though most of the time he personally preferred to play only with Taehyung).
Again, it's not like he disliked Jimin or anything like that. He just preferred to be with Taehyung and kind of have Taehyung all to himself. Jungkook has never been good at sharing. He's had the idea that if something is his, then it's his only.
The hyungs have tried to get that idea out of his mind but for now it has been a struggle.
When Jungkook turned seventeen and Taehyung nineteen, nothing had really changed. Taehyung's attention was always fully on him even though Jungkook would shrug his arm or hand off, sometimes (most of the time) pushed him away, and sometimes even walk away. Taehyung didn't seem to mind at all. He kept touching Jungkook all the time.
But suddenly Taehyung turns twenty and Jungkook seems to be the only 'teen' still in the group and that kind of sucks because Jimin is closer to Taehyung now (or, well, that's what Jungkook seems to think at least).
In Taehyung's eyes Jungkook is still a child, a baby. Taehyung still sits beside him, and touches him, and interacts with him, but it's not the same. Taehyung doesn't want his attention anymore. He's not always hugging him in need of the attention like before.
He's always with Jimin, talking about god knows what because every time Jungkook asks they both say "its adult stuff" and start giggling together. Sometimes, Taehyung and Jungkook might be playing video games or just whispering to each other some funny things and all of a sudden Jimin will appear and say "Taehyung, this is urgent!" and Taehyung then would say "I'll be right back, Kookie" and he never comes back until a few hours later because what Jimin told him was so, so important!
This would leave Jungkook feeling pouty and leaving for his room to play by himself. He would take out the Iron Man Taehyung had once found on stage and given to him, knowing he would love it. He would just stare at it and pout like a little baby.
What did Jimin even have that he didn't? Was it because Jimin was more open? Maybe it was because Jimin didn't shrug his touches off before...
That must be it. Jimin would always hug Taehyung. Maybe he should start doing that too... Hugging Tae and all of that. It's not like he minds anyway... He loves when he and Taehyung touch in any kind of way.
He loves when the hyung's hand brush over his hair. Jungkook loved to touch his orange hair (when he had it) and tell him he looks like a carrot. Taehyung would always push him gently and tell him off after caressing under his chin.
At the moment, Jungkook is playing on his 3D DS, from now and then looking up at the pair, Jimin and Taehyung. Beside him is Seokjin and Yoongi, while Namjoon sits on the other couch, writing down quickly on his computer.
