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CT chapter: 36

Current Timeline: Taehyung's POV

"Taehyung, let's break up."

My eyes automatically filled with tears. 

"What?"

"I can't do this anymore."

He said sadness filling his eyes.

"No. You can't do this."

"Taehyung, I'm sorry."

"Why? Why do you want to leave me?"

"I can't say."

"What do you mean you can't say? Do you have feelings for that girl?"

I said my voice trembling.

"What girl?"

"That girl you kissed at the club!"

I yelled out frustrated and torn apart.

"How do you know?"

He asked suspiciously.

"Yoonji."

I blurted out loud.

"That bitch."

He muttered underneath his breath.

"Jungkook! Why the fuck are you doing this? Do you have feelings for her?!"

I let loose. I couldn't hold back anymore. 

My pain couldn't be suppressed and I let out my pent up anger.

"Taehyung I-"

"Why? Jungkook? Am I not good enough?"

"Taehyung it was never like that."

"Then what? What was it like?!"

I yelled tears streaming down my face. 

He fell silent and continued to hear my unfiltered thoughts.

"You could have told me! I just want to bloody be with you. I don't give a shit anymore. I at least hoped we would still stay together. You fucking asshole!"

"I waited hours for a simple text or call. And I like the naive little shit I am, thought that you must have been busy. Turns out you were busy with a girl!"

"How far did you go with her?"

I demanded.

"I-I- Taehyung-"

"Tell me!"

"We had sex."

I fell quiet. 

He looked at me in pure horror as I sank to my knees, kneeling before him. 

This was worse than before. I was beyond heartbroken, I was devastated.

"So you have feelings for her."

I said to myself.

"No! I don't, okay! I was being a fucking idiot and I hate myself for that. I hurt you and her but that's not the reason!"

"Then what is it?"

"I don't know."

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY YOU DON'T KNOW?! DO YOU THINK THIS IS A FUCKING JOKE?! WAS THIS ALL JUST A GAME FOR YOU?! WHY-"

"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!"

He yelled at the top of his lungs. 

I looked at him terrified yet angry and hurt.

His chest heaved up and down as he panted while his bloodshot eyes drilled into my soul. 

My tears were blurring my vision. 

But I didn't want to see Jungkook anymore.

I wanted to crawl into a hole and die.

"I- I don't love you."

He said and with that I heard the door slam shut.

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