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Namjoon POV

"Okay. Okay, that's enough." I push my boyfriend away from me. He sighs, and climbs off of me. We were having a heated make out session, but I wanted to talk to him about a few things.

"Listen, Seokjin. We need to talk." I say.

"About?" He asks.

"Do you really love me? You won't let me hold your hand, hug you, or even kiss you unless sex is a part of it." I ask him. "Be honest."

"Being the way I am is wrong." He says. "Men shouldn't love other men. But I can't stop myself from falling for you, Namjoon. It's disgusting."

"Then why the hell are we doing this? I don't want to be in a loveless relationship, Jin." I say.

"We can talk more tomorrow. I need to go." He stands up, and leaves the room.

*Time Skip*

I walk into Seokjin's house, my eyes widening. He's on the couch, fucking a woman.

"Seriously?" I chuckle humorlessly. Seokjin looks up, his eyes widening as well.

"Namjoon...."

"Fuck you." I scoff. "This thing we have? It's over. I'm done being used."

I walk out of the house, allowing my tears to fall.

*1 Year Later*

Seokjin POV

"Fuck." I sob, as I'm rushed to the hospital. Shortly after Namjoon had caught me cheating, I found out that I was pregnant with Namjoon's child. I was extremely depressed for a while. I had lost the man I had truly loved, and now I'm left alone with a child.

After I found out that I was pregnant, I realized that being in the LGBTQ+ community isn't a bad thing. You don't choose to be the way you are. I've fully accepted my sexuality now.

"Here you go, Mr. Kim. Your baby boy." The doctor hands me my now cleaned baby.

"Hi, sweetheart." I smile at my baby, a few more tears rolling down my face. "I love you so much."

*5 Months Later*

I found a job, working for a small company. They allow you to bring your babies into work, and they even have little play pens beside your desk.

I walk into the office, carrying Yoongi in my arms. He sighs, and turns in my arms.

"Welcome." The secretary smiles. "Mr. Kim wants you in his office. He'll give you all of the instructions you'll need."

"Thank you." I smile. I walk up to the CEO's door, my eyes widening at the name plate. Kim Namjoon.

Yoongi starts to whine, so I open the door.

"Sorry, Mr. Kim. My son is a bit fussy today." I apologize, avoiding his eyes.

"Got yourself knocked up after I left, Hmm?" He asks, not looking up from his papers.

"The only man I had slept with, was you." I glare at him. "Yoongi, meet your Appa. He's an asshole."

"I'm the asshole?! You cheated on me!" He exclaims. "I loved you so much, Seokjin. I still do! I tried my best to make his whole damn relationship work. But you're so fucking homophobic! And you're gay yourself!"

"Bisexual, actually." I say. "And for your information, I'm not homophobic. I've learned to accept myself and others."

"Good for you." He says.

"You're just going to ignore your son? No reaction?" I ask. He looks at the baby in my arms.

"Listen, I'm sorry Namjoon." I let a tear fall down my face. "I really am. I was a stupid person."

"You were." He agrees.

"Shut up and let me finish." I wipe my eyes. "Please, can you try to forgive me? I just....want Yoongi to have a stable relationship with his Appa. And...maybe we could fix hubs between us. I miss you, Namjoon. And I'm so sorry for acting like a jerk!"

"I forgive you." He says, after a moment of silence. "We can try to fix this. But promise me you'll be loyal, Seokjin. Please. I don't want another broken heart."

"I won't." I say. "I promise, Namjoon."

Yoongi lets out a loud scream, startling us both.

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