This chapter is dedicated to: icyy_snoww
[Warning: Grammatical errors ahead]
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I stared at Dwight's back as he walked away and I was left there standing and shocked.
That three words might slipped on my lips..
Suminghap ako at wala sa sariling napahawak sa dibdib ko. My heart is beating fast like crazy. T-Those words.. Those freaking words from him! That means something and I'm not that dumb para hindi ko malaman ang kahulugan no'n!
He just said to me a while ago that he likes me to answer my question. But he doesn't just like me.. Hindi man niya literal na sinabi pero dahil sa mga ginamit niyang mga salita.. alam kong mas malalim pa ang nararamdaman niya sa akin.
And I'm too fucking scared to admit it to myself because that day.. I just realized that I have feelings for him. Realizaton just suddenly hits me. Lahat ng mga senaryo nagpabalik-balik sa isip ko, kung paano mabilis na tumitibok ang puso ko kapag malapit siya, kung paano ako kabahan kapag nilalapitan niya ako, at kung paano ako magreact kapag siya ang pinag-uusapan.
I'm not dumb about the meaning of his words, but I'm too dumb about my feelings for him. It was too late for me to realize. Ngayon ay parang gusto ko nang mapaniwala ang sarili ko na iisa lang si Dwight at ang aking secret admirer. Because there's so many possibilities that it's Dwight! Pero si Dwight na mismo ang nagsabi na hindi siya si Mr. Admirer.. It's really frustrating! Gusto ko ng malaman kung sino ba talaga si Mr. Admirer dahil sobrang naguguluhan na ako sa nararamdaman ko!
I like my secret admirer, matagal ko na iyong nakumpirma sa sarili ko. But I just confirmed that I have feelings for Dwight too.. Nakakalito. Can a person have feelings towards two person?
This is really frustrating!
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"Where are you after this, Kylie?" Pasimpleng bulong sa akin ni Kristel habang naglelecture sa harapan ang panghuling professor namin ngayong araw.
"I planned to stay in the office hanggang seven pm." I whispered at her.
"How about you Alli?"
Sabay naming sinilip si Allison na tulalang nakatitig sa labas ng bintana. Ganyan lang siya palagi sa buong duration ng klase. But I'm quite shocked because even if that's her state every time our teacher's lecturing in front of us, nagagawa pa 'rin niyang makakuha ng matataas na scores every follow-up quizzes pagkatapos ng mga lessons. Kahit parang hindi naman siya nakikinig at tulala lang. Wow. What kind of brain does she have?
"Yes, Ms. Martinez? Is there a problem?" Tawag kay Kristel sa aming prof. nang mapalakas ang boses niya sa ilang beses na pagtawag kay Alli na nanatili pa 'ring tulalang nakatingin sa labas.
"Wala po prof."
Saglit pang pinagmasdan si Kristel ng aming professor bago ito bumalik sa pagdi-discuss.
Kristel heaved a deep sigh.
"What's with Allison? Nabingi na ba? Is she asleep with her open eyes?" Nakakunot ang noong tanong niya sa akin.
Napabuntong hininga ako. I extended my foot towards Allison at bahagya kong sinipa ang paa niya. Doon naman ito tuluyang natauhan at ilang beses na kumurap-kurap.
She shook her head two times at mahinang tinampal-tampal ang kanyang magkabilang pisngi. Then after that, she slowly turned her head to us and arched a brow.
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